di sebalik dugaan Mu..

wahh, ble aku bce paper ni kan, aku tros xbole tido mlm ohh. tambah2 lg it is on 25th. (errr) gile sewel aku hri tu. mcm2 jd on that day. rse nk dok hospital saket jiwe pown ade. haha. asilah asilah, naseb baek lg xbtoi2 sewel. :P


its over dahh today. rupenye Die nk test kte dlu, how strong we r when dealing with problems. truthly, i mmg need sumone ble jd mcm hritu. tp, i realize, He is the one i need the most. eventhough, i know, i cant see n listen what He is saying, but i know, He is helping me in the inside. and im so thankful for what He had done n gave to me. alhamdulillah :)


30 disember 2008, selase. HARI KEPUTUSAN PMR 2008 DIUMUMKAN.
Ya Allah, rse nk jln pown xbole oh ble ingt result. im so scared gle babun nye. haha. tros brgegar jantungku apabila mendengar namamu oh PMR. (ewahh, mcm ayt jiwang la plak. hahaha). pg2 td lg, around 9.45 tu aku dh kuar rumah dgn parents pegi skola nk amek result (gile awl kn? semangat btol aku. haha). smpai jee kt pntu pgr skola, ade lah notis kt pgr smkgr tu. 'para pelajar dan ibu bapa ting 3 boleh ambil keputusan di kantin sekolah' (entah ye ke x ayt tuu, tp same meaning laa. haha) masok je skola, aku dh xsbr2 ehh nk g amek result. laju smcm je, smpai mak aku pown trpekik2 dri blkg. aku xdga pown. hahah. pegi lahh kt kantin tuu. mse tu xrmai sgt org. only a few je dgn parents masing2. grrr, seramm.


aku still xdpt carik kwn aku lg. smbg2 dgn mama dlu wktu tuu smbil tgk2 paper yg terbang2 kt meje kantin yg menunjukkan kelas. hee. then azie pown dtg. wahh, siap pelok kann syg? dh lme xjmpe, sure lahh cmtu. haha. then, maken ramai laa orgnye. tnggu bff xsmpai2 lg. haihh, lg laa ketar jari wehhh. tbe2, cekgu kooi turun dri tngge bilek guru. woahh, senyap sunyi mse tuuu oh. die tros nmpk aku n siap pointing n ckp 'hey asilahh, good good. ur maths haa, waa, cantek'. n die tepok2 bhu aku. ehh, ape laa kenenye ckgu kooi nih, buang tebiat ke ape. ahh, lntk la. ntah ape la yg nk jdik lps ni. fuhh, my hand is still cold. heee. suddenly, ustazah sharaf lina(guru kls) turun smbil bwk ketas (i mean slip lah). grrr, lg laaa. adoyyy. menggeletar~. haha. then die pnggil aku, meh la amek dlu. aku ckp, xpe laa. bg la org laen dlu. suare pown xmo kuar dahh wktu tu. haha.


then, ade classmate sorang tu yg amek dlu. wahh, trsgt lah hepi die. aku tgk die pown aku tringin nk jd sehepi cmtu, so aku decide nk jd org kedue amek result. smpai2 je kt meje tuu, ustazah senyum meleret wehh smpai ke telinge. pstu die ckp, 'ha, asilah, knape lahh awk bg kptsn mcm ni kt sy.' wahh, suspen siot. aku dh takot gle org utan dahh. hahaha. then die bg slip pekse tuu. aku tgk..mama aku pun ade tgk. adoyy. ni btol ke slip aku? btol ke result aku nii? dah tgk tu, setitik air mate jatoh kt pipi nihh. dramatik oh time tuu. aku trsgt lah hepi.


mse tu, aku trus peluk mama n mama bisik, 'ciah syg, keep it up n congrats to u. mama berjaye didik ank mama n im so proud of u. i love you'. wah, time tuu mmg xdpt thn dahh, trus menanges! ayh ade kt tepi, aku pun peluk die jgk. aku ilank malu oh time tu, bia la ape org nk ckp. ahha. the third person is pn zumeme, mak angkt tuu. ngee. die kiss aku u know! haha. bestt. then, amek gmba plakk. best part tu. siap camera sidang redaksi pown aku posing. hahaha.


alhamdulillah, penutup tirai 2008 yg sgt2 mysterius. hepi nye saat ni hnye Die yg tau. tp aku nk sgt share this happiness with everybody that i love. hee. im so so happy n i almost forget what i had lost lately nii. hmm. lastly, i sgt bersyukur sbb dpt ape yg aku target slme nih. alhamdulillah, i manage to get 8a for my pmr. amin :)



lovely thanks to my mum norhamar bt ayub, dad ahmad b shafee, brother fakhrulradhi and to all my families.

special thanks to my two best friends, fara 'aqilah n nurul jannah.

my own special thanks to ahmad yasyri, amanina, hidayah n nazrin.

big thanks to my beloved teachers, pn zumeme (my mum at school) , ustzh sharaf lina (ag), mr kooi (maths), pn arba'atun (sc), pn noridah (bm), pn fauziah (bi), en sufian (geo), en rajendran (sej), pn norzi (kh).

thanks to you also my dear friends, anie azie wani iza asyraf. n to all my classmates in 3RK1.

all the support, advice, lessons, discussion n the times all of you spent with me when im inneed. i really appreciated it, i do! thanks for being with me. <3333