inside of me.

mood ; sad, frustrated, crying

PROBLEMS.

ape yg membawe kpd mslh? sesungguhnye, STRESS akn dtg. i dont know, since i lost you, it seems like i had lost everything. hampir2 nk give up. tp ni lah hidup, kne redha xkire ape yg trjd.
lately ni, bnyk sgt mslh kne handle. tu la ini la. kuatkah aku?

what do you feel of having someone you love n suddenly he or she doesnt care about you. n turn you down. ni lah ayt yg slalu brmaen dlm pkrn, "aku dh sacrifice mcm2 demi kau. aku rele tlg kau ble ade pape. aku korban mase aku untk kau. tp kau xpenah hrgai, xpenah nk ltkkan diri kau dlm diri aku." (im referring to anybody yg penah wt slh dgn aku, yg aku xpenah nyatekn isi hati aku, yg aku xpenah ckp aku benci die wlopun die wt aku mcm2.) sape? klo trase.. xyah la bce bnde ni okay. xyah care bout me. aku dh xkesah ape yg kau nk wt. i hav to say this. aku sedih sgt. saket aty sgt. rse cm sparuh gile dh. asek mslh je yg dtg. kdg2 aku pk, sume mslh yg ade ni, mungkin xkn penah slesai. *jannah, i need you.* sume hilang, sume dh xde meaning. sume trbelit2. aku dh rse cm xsanggup dh nk face bnde2 ni sume.

family, please faham ciah. please guide ciah. please support ciah. jgn lah gaduh lg. ciah dh xde sape2 nk ngadu. mama, im sorry i behave like this before. *i know, u will read my blog* mama, i didnt meant not to care bout you, but the problems im having, its pushing me down n its burden me so much smpaikan dgn mama, ciah abaikan. im so sorry bout this. i love you n sume family kite. ciah mntk maaf, ciah slalu mengasingkan diri. its just that, i feel so lost. so so lost. i have no one. no one. im so sorry. ILOVEYOU.

bestfriends, ina fara, korang, jgn la wt silah cmni. silah bwt ni sume untk kebaikan korang. silah xhlg korang nk dgn sape pun. tlg fhm, silah syg korang. silah xnk kamu, fara, disakiti oleh die. kte bkn jeles. sme skali x. kte xsnggup tgk kmu jd mcm kte. kte syg kmu fara. korang, pls, silah mntk tlg, silah xde sape2 nk hrpkn. silah hrpkn korang. pls sgt, ape rse korang, klo korang ade mslh mcm silah hri ni, silah nanges, xde sape yg pduli, silah xdtg skola, korang wt bodo je. xtnye pun nape. nk jgk tnggu silah call. silah ade mslh, korang tmbh2 lg. silah cume xnk say out je bnde2 cmni, tp xboleh. korang nk silah xde ke? nak silah pndh dri skola tu? fara, ina, lately ni kan, kte sume ade mslh, n sume mslh tu sume nye libatkn lelaki kan? kte kn dh bncg mne yg trbaek, ikut je ape yg dh diputuskan, jgn break the rule. *fara, u turn me so down. i never tell sumone n mad to sumone like that before , i still love you* yg pnting, kte study same2. jgn biakan bnde2 cmni mengganggu. silah xsuke. silah syg korang. syg sgt. tu sbb silah mntk tlg sgt. be there for me.

silah xkesah, syg silah kat korang tetap akn ade. sampai mati silah syg korang.

betape saketnye ble gaduh dgn bestfriend n family dlm mse yg same. dh la xsehat. no one knows, no one cares.

yg laen, PRIVACY.

sape2 yg bace bnde ni, jgn tanye pape. setakat tau, sudah.

sesungguhnya, aku tetap redha dgn ape yg trjd. forgive me for what i've done.