is it new year?

2010

hmm. how i suppose to begin this blog..? 2010? new year again? i felt that time begins to move like water is being poured into a glass. ahh shit! what have i been doing for the past 12 months? phew! form 4 year is the most playful year among all the year I've going through. haha. i felt like nothing can stop me from doing anything that i want to do. and with that reason, a tittle called 'student' is not in my diary anymore. it has been a tough year for me in 2008 when i am sitting for my PMR examination. in 2009, i felt that i am an assassin that manage to escape from jail. or maybe like a monkey that has been released from its cage. haha. but sometimes, all those moments when i had to struggle with my studies keep haunting my mind. n i kept thinking why n why do i become like a monkey? haha. after mid year exam in june *i think so* the realization starts to smash me n push me to be more serious in my studies. alhamdulillah, this kind of spirit that had bring the good in me. and i need it forever. :)

2010, i am officially a SPM candidates. pheww! how am i going to get through this? for heaven sakes! i must win this game by getting all A's in each subject. is it possible? or maybe impossible? no no! nothing is impossible for me. insyaAllah with doa n efforts, i can do it. but am i that strong to get rid of those loads that have been simply created on my both shoulders. pressure! pressure? woahh! *physic* haha. hm. i guess nothing much i want to share here. my goal here is to make a new year list or should i say a new year must-to-do list? hee. okay here it is ;

1) score an A in each subject in light subject such, both languages subject, biology, islamic studies, history, physics.
2) make notes for the most difficult chapter in any subject.
3) do more exercises in maths n add maths.
4) score at least C or B in add maths.
5) pay more attention during all classes.
5) attend all tuition classes. *physics, chemistry, biology, add maths*
6) more serious in studies.
7) no more hanging around at mall.
8) lessen the usage of my cellphone.
9) lessen the usage of internet.
10) put discipline in anything
11) do all homework given n do it on time.
12) no more late night sleeping
13) take care my health in the very best way. *gym*
14) no more hurting people.
15) find inspiration mentor. *daddy*
16) build spiritual strength by reading al-Quran more often, pray, solat hajat, yaasin.
17) protect the relationship that i had n love it just the way it is. *family, friendship, love*
18) try to be more nerd. not so nerd lahh. *rajin belek buku* 0_0
19) stop being too fierce. haha.
and lastly,
20) forgive people every night before sleep.


with all above, i am here proudly, 2010, you are most welcomed. i am here waiting n fight away all your consequences. i am born to win and i will.


with all the will from the Highest, Allah swt, insyaAllah, i wish all my dreams come true. :)