2010
hmm. how i suppose to begin this blog..? 2010? new year again? i felt that time begins to move like water is being poured into a glass. ahh shit! what have i been doing for the past 12 months? phew! form 4 year is the most playful year among all the year I've going through. haha. i felt like nothing can stop me from doing anything that i want to do. and with that reason, a tittle called 'student' is not in my diary anymore. it has been a tough year for me in 2008 when i am sitting for my PMR examination. in 2009, i felt that i am an assassin that manage to escape from jail. or maybe like a monkey that has been released from its cage. haha. but sometimes, all those moments when i had to struggle with my studies keep haunting my mind. n i kept thinking why n why do i become like a monkey? haha. after mid year exam in june *i think so* the realization starts to smash me n push me to be more serious in my studies. alhamdulillah, this kind of spirit that had bring the good in me. and i need it forever. :)
2010, i am officially a SPM candidates. pheww! how am i going to get through this? for heaven sakes! i must win this game by getting all A's in each subject. is it possible? or maybe impossible? no no! nothing is impossible for me. insyaAllah with doa n efforts, i can do it. but am i that strong to get rid of those loads that have been simply created on my both shoulders. pressure! pressure? woahh! *physic* haha. hm. i guess nothing much i want to share here. my goal here is to make a new year list or should i say a new year must-to-do list? hee. okay here it is ;
1) score an A in each subject in light subject such, both languages subject, biology, islamic studies, history, physics.
2) make notes for the most difficult chapter in any subject.
3) do more exercises in maths n add maths.
4) score at least C or B in add maths.
5) pay more attention during all classes.
5) attend all tuition classes. *physics, chemistry, biology, add maths*
6) more serious in studies.
7) no more hanging around at mall.
8) lessen the usage of my cellphone.
9) lessen the usage of internet.
10) put discipline in anything
11) do all homework given n do it on time.
12) no more late night sleeping
13) take care my health in the very best way. *gym*
14) no more hurting people.
15) find inspiration mentor. *daddy*
16) build spiritual strength by reading al-Quran more often, pray, solat hajat, yaasin.
17) protect the relationship that i had n love it just the way it is. *family, friendship, love*
18) try to be more nerd. not so nerd lahh. *rajin belek buku* 0_0
19) stop being too fierce. haha.
and lastly,
20) forgive people every night before sleep.
with all above, i am here proudly, 2010, you are most welcomed. i am here waiting n fight away all your consequences. i am born to win and i will.
with all the will from the Highest, Allah swt, insyaAllah, i wish all my dreams come true. :)
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Monday, December 21, 2009
awww. sweet :D
5 dis 2009
yey! how happy i am to have u. dh 7 bulan kan kite due? lme tu! the longest relationship that i ever had. hee. until now, im so lucky to be with u. n i want it to be forever. can we syg? we wish n pray yea. i love u every minute, every moment! Happy Anniversary Mohd Najmi b Jasni. :)
mlm ni dh pack2 brg dh! nk g kl esoknye. ngan mama n fara. actually, ngan ena skali, tp ina ade hal, so die xikot lah. tgh2 mlm plak, tbe2 fara anta msg, die kate die xbole ikot skali. sbb sedare die accident. hurmm. sdey jew kalo nk cite sume. well, nvm. dh trtulis kat blog fara dh. xyah nk ingt2 alek part sdey ni. die xjd la pegi. fuhh! g la ngan mama jew. naek train g sne. mlm ni xtido tau. becoz of u tau fara! wek! but now we r okay rite. sorry for everything. i will always love u. no matter what i said to u. hiii.
6 dis 2009
pg2 dh gelot dh nk g ktm sume. tok yg anta n kami brtolak kul 9 sharp! smpai kl kul 11.50. smpai2 kt kl sntral, call ami. OMG. rindu yg tramat amat sgt kt die. jumpe die. hurmm. *first impression : waa pakwe aku, da tough ekk. best la tgk. haha* kteorg mkn kat chicken rice shop kt kl sentral tu. pstu naek tksi straight pegi Hotel Quality. kteorg tdo kt ctue. grr. explanation here needed * kami tido bilek laen2 okayy. * silah tido ngan mama. heee. mandy2 sume, kua g Pavi. tmpt 1st date dlu kan! kte smbut anny kte rite! hihi. tgk wyg kt cnie, cite Twilight! bestt sangat! ngee. pstu g jln2 cari cake. nk bwk bilek mkn sme2. ngan air sparkling. wee. sweet lahh mse ni. xkn lupe stiap words u ckp mlm tu. suke sgt! n air sparkling tu sdp la. too bad u xbole mnum sgt. saket tkk kan. tenkiu sbb carry botol tu dari putrajaya. i appreciate it pa :)
7 dis 2009
hari kedue kat kl! pg tu mkn brekfes kat quality hotel. sdp gak la die pnye mknn. hee. pstu kteorg g mid valley, sje nk shopping2 kt ctue. naek ktm. first time g mid naek train. die pon sme, so blaja ahh. puseng2 cari. hehe. bli bju tige n die shopping gak! bli bju giordano. heee. best la shopping ngan busuk. haha. we had our lunch kt ctue, kat secret recipe. mkn chicken chop. yeahh! tengs sbb suapkn. hahah. weee. nk dpendek kn cte, kami pon balek laa. ptg dh kot mse tu. i totally have fun with u!
8 dis 2009
today hari last kat kl. sdey sgt rsenye nk tnggalkn die. tp xpe, kte still bole jmpe on 17 n 18 rite. hee. check out dlm kul 12 cmtu, pstu straight pegi kl sentral. naek teksi. smpai kat sne, jln2 ngan die jap. pegi cari plaster! i know i know. hahha. rindu lah! wee. pstu time nk balek tu, nanges gile2! sblum nk turun eskalator tu pon da nanges2. mama pon sdey gak nk tnggalkn ami. pkai ubat ape bang! ahahah. wek wek! bla bla bla. nk dpendekkn cte, da smpai ipoh. bnyk kali trtdo dlm train! letehh! hehe. i love you, is that okay? ;)
17 dis 2009
pg2 lg dh bgun. sbb ade bnyk plan kne wat. kalo x, mmg kantoi. sie2 je nnty. haha. awl2 kul 6.30 dh bgun. siap2 sume. contact fara n ina. suwoh dieowg get ready. then, mama anta g skola ngan fara. kteorg tnggu la ina. ina pkai bju sukan. lawak je ahh. haha. wek! dri pg dh gelot call taxi suwoh amek. tp beselah, pg2 mne ade company taxi yg bkk lg. pergh! lg la gelot. tiket train kul 9. call pnye call, ade la taxi dtg. mse tu dh kul 8.20. ckp kat pkcik tu, die pon ade la laju sket. SIKIT. haha. smpai stesyen ktm, tros masok train. n sharp kul 9, train jln. xbole tdo ohh kali ni. bdk due org je yg bole tdo. mne x nye! call ami xangkt2. tah ke mane la bdk ni. rsau nk maty. adk die angkt, adk die ckp, 'akak, abg dh pegi kl, die trtinggal henset die kat umah'. mse ni xtau nk ckp cmne. then text alip, die pon xrep, suddenly die call, alip ckp ami g bank, bkn g kl lg. fuhh! lege! smpai kuale kubu baru, ami call. ishh awak ni! wat suspenderr je ohh. haha. smpai kl sentral, trus slm sume2, pstu naek monorel g medan tuanku. smpai hotel selesa inn, die ckp bilek blum siap lg. kne tnggu smpai kul 2. aduyai! kne la tnggu, pstu kteorg g tune hotel, kot2 ade bilek, tp sume full. huu. kne la tnggu. kul 1 stengah cmtu da bole masok. alhamdulillah. heee. siap2 sume, dlm kul 3, gerak g putrajaya. naek train. wahh! mse ni best kan pa. smpai putrajaya, straight g alamanda. jmpe kwn2 die, n also bf fara. ahaha. kte lepak kat burger king pstu kte sume g karoke. bestt! tmpt fara n ikram first pgg tgn. hahahah! aduhh lawak la korang. ina nanges bile alip nyanyi. osh asek nk jerit jee kejenye. haha. ami, tengs sbb nynyikn untk silah. heee. pstu kteorg gerak g umah ami. fuhh! menggeletar nihh! naek bas. dlm prjalanan tu, ujan turon lbt gile! aduhh! smpai kat bus stop tu je, ami suroh lari. adeh! nseb baek kaki da elok. haha. lari dlm ujan! waaa. best gile lah! die laju je lari! smpai aty kan tnggal owg kt blakang. haha. tp best! moment tu best sgt. xbole lupe smpai ble2. hee. masok2 umah die, jmpe putri! aaaaaa! geram nye! comeyl gile! hihi. pstu lepak2 kt ruang tamu. mse tu bsh kuyop sume! silah, ina, fara, alip, ikram, ami. sume bsh! haha. pstu tgk bola. haha. malaysia mng! hahah. pstu mama n ayh die balek dri tmpt niage. aduyaii. dh la sjuk, lg ketaq di bwatnye. haha. tnggu mama sume, ayh die smbg2. stu family die silah da jmpe. nerves tauu u. haha. pstu mam ncik aym. sume lapa kan mse tu. sian ina, ina kn gastrik. hahaha. wek. sdp lah mama msk :P. pstu dlm kul 9 cmtu, ayh die anta kteorg kat putrajaya sentral. nk balek kl dh. kteorg pon rest2 la. zzzzzz :D
18 dis 2009
pg ni bgun awl gak! sbb nk g mam. hehe. kte bwekfes kat cafe hotel tu. fara xmo turun. die tdo lg. katenye ngantok sgt. alala. ke mimpi si ikram. ahahah. silah, ami n ina pon turon mam. we had fried rice for bwekfes. hee. bungkus kt fara. takot die lapa. mne bole bungkus rite. so pndai2 la cover bwk naek dlm bilik. haha. buli je fara ni. haha. pstu nk dpndekkn cte, kteorg kua g bb. g lot 10 mule2, tp bosan. xde pape pon kt ctue. haha. pstu straight pegi pavi. tmpt first date! best laa! hihi. jln2. pstu die blikn gelang katak. hehe. pstu silah blikn die dompet. pnye la ssh! pavi tu bese laa. sume mhl2. hee. last skaly bli kat extreme. hee. lawa kan? nk merah gak kan pa niy. xpe, as long u suke, i pon suke. wee. kteorg turon, g mam kat bwh tu. sdp gak kan nc die. pstu mam gule2 kps. ahh! suke nye! hihi. then its time nk balek, hurm. sdey gile. silah asek nanges jew. nseb baek ade org tmnkn. tengs sbb bg bahu u untk i. hehe. wek! ami, i will always love u. only u, i do :)
im missing u so so much. heee. dtg tau nnty! i tnggu.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
OMG! :0
i dont know when n why i start to become addicted to this hottest creature on earth. haha.
baby, im sorry, i suke die je. xlebey pon. haha.
ROBERT PATTINSON !!!
twilight twilight! :P
baby, im sorry, i suke die je. xlebey pon. haha.
ROBERT PATTINSON !!!
twilight twilight! :Pholiday begins!
yeah! finally! cuti balek! rse cm kejap je. dah nk abes tahun. hee. well for me, this December is not a really holiday time. maken dkt ngan 2010 maken kecot uishh.
LIST-TO-DO :
the worst part is? must! compulsary.
1) of coz TUITION. argh! add maths, physics, chemistry, biology.
*currently searching for biology teacher.
2) small notes begin from form 4. biology n sejarah.
3) arrange books for form 5.
4) bowling training.
5) gardening.
6) house work! bla bla bla.
and the best part is..?
1) shopping! yeahhh! yeahh!
2) family vacation! melaka, penang, kl, kedah, perlis, thailand, sarawak (errr, maybe?)
3) dating. hahah. KL KL KL!
4) sleeping.
5) music n gamess
6) hang out
7) movies
*waiting for twilight new moon, Christmas carol, ninja assasin (rain!), alvin and the chipmunks 2.
8) cooking! uuh i love it :D
9) time with family.
haha. n thats it. the end, thank youu :D
LIST-TO-DO :
the worst part is? must! compulsary.
1) of coz TUITION. argh! add maths, physics, chemistry, biology.
*currently searching for biology teacher.
2) small notes begin from form 4. biology n sejarah.
3) arrange books for form 5.
4) bowling training.
5) gardening.
6) house work! bla bla bla.
and the best part is..?
1) shopping! yeahhh! yeahh!
2) family vacation! melaka, penang, kl, kedah, perlis, thailand, sarawak (errr, maybe?)
3) dating. hahah. KL KL KL!
4) sleeping.
5) music n gamess
6) hang out
7) movies
*waiting for twilight new moon, Christmas carol, ninja assasin (rain!), alvin and the chipmunks 2.
8) cooking! uuh i love it :D
9) time with family.
haha. n thats it. the end, thank youu :D
Saturday, November 21, 2009
FROG dissection
katak ohh katak! hehe. alhamdulillah! hari khamis tuu, 19/11, it was so fun sbb ade bio class. *feveret class laa katekan. mmg da dri last week lg teacher suroh kami beli katak sbb nk bedah untk tgk organ2 dlm die. then last last minute, bdk cine xnak beli. sbbnye xde dwet. alahaii. ape la slhnye gune dwet sndri. xphm la npe dieorg sellfish. pdhal bndenye untk study, bknnye untk kpntgn sndri. haishhh. ape lg, mmg kutok abess la. yelaa. xkan kami yg mlayu nk pegi kdai katak. yg jual katak msty lh cine n absolutely tmpt tu kotor. then, kteorg pkse gakk sumone tlg blikn katak. ade sorang bdk cine ni stie la gak kan, die kate die dtg lmbt pagi khamis tu. die g cari katak pg2 bute tu, then die dtg lmbt g skola. die naek teksi. tu la. sape suroh wt last minute lg. ahahaha. bio class start kul 8.50. dlm kul 8.30 tu die da smpai skola bwk katak. ade 4ekor. sume comeyl2 je. haha. bla bla bla. dpndekkn cite, mse nk amek katak tu, sume bdk pmpuan dok jaoh2 jee. bunyi eee, aaaa, xnk xnk, takot laa, jgnn. sume kua time tu. hahaha. aku cuak gak la tp try nk face fear. sbb mcm best je pgg katak tu. haha.
fuhh! dlm aty ni mmg dup dap dup dap ahh. kalo katak tu dga, msty die da gelak2 pstu msty die ckp, apelaa manusie ni, nk pgg aku pon takot. hahah. so, dgn brani nye, aku masokkn tgn aku pstu amek katak tu. dh pgg dh kt tgn. pstu tbe2 bdk laki mne ntah kaco aku, die trkejot kn dri blakang. erghh! siyess nk pengsan mse tu. haha. pstu aku trus lpskn katak tu. adoyaii! mmg la katak tu lompat2 dlm kls. hahaha! die lompat, trus brtenggek kat tingkap. aku ni trkeja2 laa. tp xdpt gak. pstu ade bdk laki cine amek katak tu, trus ltk dlm beaker. then trus ltk chlorofoam kt katak tu. agak2 katak tu da pengsan, kua kn die, then ltk ats dissection tray. yeahh! mule kn pmbedahan! best gile ahh time ni! nmpk la kulit die sume. pstu da smpai bhgian dlm die, nmpk la sume organ katak tuu. then kat sini la i saw the frog ovary. wooo. bnyk nk maty! rse2 nye kalo skaly die fertilise, brjuta2 bole kua. ade group yg dpt male frog. kteorg dpt female. yg mne dpt male tuu. phm2 jela. die ade testis. ahaaa. male pnye xcomplex. female pnye complex gile! yg bezenye, female ade oviduct n ovary. tu sbb die complex. organ die sgt laa kecik n brlapis2. cnthnye, kidney die bwh ovary, small intestine bwh stomach. subhanallah! kagum ku melihat ciptaanMu. teacher ckp, human organ lebey kurang mcm katak ni gak. tp human lg complex. hmm. bygkn lah cmne. hee.
da abes bedah tuu, kire jantung die lak. still berdegup aw. comeyl je! sbb die kecik. lungs die mcm belon. hihi. then, ckgu suroh asingkn organ2 die n ltk kt tepi. mse ni best gile! aku pon dgn pkai lab coat n glove pgg gunting n pisau. mcm docter bdh oh. haha. dgn aty2 nye, bedah n tarik satu2 die pnye organ. potong die pnye cappilaries. ha! mse ni la darah ade. tp sket je. mse bdh kulit die, die xkua darah. tp bile potong organ die, mmg ade darah. darah tu plak wat sample untk bezekn dgn darah manusie. best laa mse ni! bygkn, mse kte cabot satu2 organ die, katak ni pnye jantung still brdegup. smpai kte cabot sblh lung die pon, die still brdegup gak. dasyat nye! then ble aku potong muscle kat jantung die, saat tuu la die gerak2 sket, n heart beat die trus xde. katak tu ketar2 n trus pucat. kesian pon ade, tp kte blaja. xpelah kan ? hee.
mmg best la time bedah katak. antare precious experience that i ever had. tringin nk bedah lg pon ade. n finally, i overcome my fear towards frog. hehe.
the END! :)
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
why?
bismillahirahmanirahim...
this blog is especially for u two to read.
i cant stand it too much. rse mcm nk pch jew kpale ble pk.
i feel like i lost everything. tp i still have u. pls, dun leave me ok? i need u time2 mcm niy.
rsenye, sume bnde dh wat, sume bnde dh explained, dh jujur. tp why it has to turn out like this again?
syg, i really2 miss the old of you. bkn you tp you n you. baby pls, npe lately ni silah rse silah dh mcm bkn kwn korang? npe gak silah rse korang dont even care for anything that i do. n yes, i can say, u never care anything about me. npe dlu kte xmcm ni? ingt x wktu2 kte spent time sme2? ingt x time kte stdy sme2? ingt x kte share secrets sme2? share tears sme2? ingt x? skang ni silah rse korang dh bkn mcm yg silah knl dlu. korang brubah sgt. n stiap kali silah ingt psl korang, msty silah akn nanges. n everything yg silah rse, sume die tau. silah rse silah dh kehilangan korang. silah rse lonely sgt2. trsgt2. i need u syg, pls. silah dh bnyk kali brdpn ngan korang, try bimbing korang, try jujur ngan korang ape yg silah rse, tp it seems nothing change. n still, i keep on hurting.
korang bnyk share sumenye due2 n never tell me. or maybe, klo korang bgtau pon, msty lmbt. n i admit, i am the last one to know bout it. dlu penah x mcm ni? xde kan. hmm.
korang xpenah care psl silah lately ni. silah pegi skola ke x ke, ade korang kesah? rsenye kalo silah masok hospital pon korang xkesah. those day, i remembered, ble xdtg je, balek dri skola, korang msty call. xcall pon msg. n asked, 'asilah, r u okay? npe xdtg. xsehat ke? dh pegi klinik? take care tau, rest bnyk2 kt umah.' mne ilank nye sume2 tu? tell me, do u still love the relationship we share? i know, sume nye mcm da ade yg punye, tp syg, bff r lot more important. sbb kte da knl lme kan. almost everything silah tau psl korang. nk kate xde kedit, xkn la 1sen pon xde? ade due henset pon xbole nk msg ke? xbole pegi public phone? xbole pnjm sape2? u know what, pnye la silah syg korang, mcm2 silah dh korbankn. almost everything yg silah syg. my time, money, things. tp silah xpenah kesah psl sume2 tu sbb silah tau sape silah kt korang n silah xhrpkn blsn pon dri korang n i know, u love me n for that reason, i sacrifice anything that i capable to give just to help u two. to see u two happy, to see u two smile n yg pling pntg, i want u to share everything that i experienced n silah nk jge hbgn yg sdie ade. silah ikhlas slme ni.
korang tau x kdg2 prangai korang tu mcm dh trlebey. n this matter silah dh jujur ngan korang kn? n silah xnk detailkn sgt yg ni. i tego u sbb i syg u. silah xnk nnty korang nyesal. jgn pntgkn bnde2 yg xpntg. jgn rugi mse bnyk sgt. korang tau kn, when i said i dont like it, i mean it. silah bkn nk kongkong idop korang tp dlu korang xde pon mcm ni? korang xseda, korang lyn silah pon da laen tau. nk mntk tlg sket pon dh xbole. even nk teman g mne2 pon xsudi. kalo bole pon mcm xikhlas. silah mntk tlg pon bnyk alsn. itu la ini la. silah ajk g mne2, korang mcm nk avoid, mcm nk jaohkn diri dri silah. yes, i can feel it. dlu slalu balek umah silah, slalu tdo umah silah, slalu lepak sme2, slalu smbg2, slalu tu slalu ni. now, dh xde dh slalu tu. korang xtau ke yg silah alone? korang xrealise ape yg silah rse bile korang wt silah cmtu. pedih tau x hati ni. sedeh sgt2.
dlu ade kwn nk share problem, ade yg dga, ade yg nsht, ade yg care, tp now? i only have my family n him. patotnye, u two should know what is inside of me. silah rse silah jaoh sgt2 ngan korang. jaoh sgt. mcm silah ni org asing dlm idop korang. dh mcm xrpt mcm dlu. syg, geng silah, korang je kn. pls, im begging u, pls stop making me hurt lg. almost every nite i cried bout u two. yes, i cried a lot. mse silah tgh tulis blog ni pon i cried.
silah try cari mne slh silah. maybe i am wrong. so, silah mntk maaf kalo silah yg slh. ni ape yg silah rse. silah rse chemistry kte mcm dh xstrong mcm dlu. tp knape? hmm. mybe ni ujian dri Nya untk kte tige. tp there must be a way for all these. sume mslh slme ni, sume ade jln. tp npe ujian kali ni mcm susah sgt2 nk cari jln untk slesaikn. ya Allah, tabahkn hambamu ini.
korang msty prasan npe lately ni silah brubah. yes, i admit. when i get closer to u, i am hurt in the inside. sume tu sbb ape yg korang dh wat kt silah slme ni. silah sje mls nk lyn prasaan sedey nih. tp kdg2 silah pk, kalo silah trus cmni, silah msty dh xrpt ngan korang lg. n i dont want that to be happen between us. silah kdg2 mls nk pk n mls nk tnjuk prasaan silah kt korang. slme ni, im being hipokrit tau. im just saying that im okay but it is absolutel not true. im just saying that im happy n forgive u two, but i really am sad n hurt.
silah mntk sgt kte jd mcm dlu balek. silah ikhlas kwn ngan korang. but please, dont make me cry again n again. silah rindu time2 kte dlu. silah rndu time kte sme2. silah syg hbgn kte. n silah syg sgt kt korang. silah tulis blog ni just nk express my feeling so that u two know ape yg silah rse slme ni. rse berat sgt kpale silah ble ingt sume2 niy. please, can we start all over again? n please, heal back my heart. i need u two.
u r my best friend n i will always call u as my best friend each n every single time because i know, best friends last forever.
i really am sorry bcoz i have to say all this out.
i love you fara ena. i really do.
I DONT NEED YOUR COMMENTS. N DON'T ASK ME ABOUT ALL THESE.
ADE KAIN SENDIRI JAGE KAIN SENDIRI OKAY. ahaa.
this blog is especially for u two to read.
i cant stand it too much. rse mcm nk pch jew kpale ble pk.
i feel like i lost everything. tp i still have u. pls, dun leave me ok? i need u time2 mcm niy.
rsenye, sume bnde dh wat, sume bnde dh explained, dh jujur. tp why it has to turn out like this again?
syg, i really2 miss the old of you. bkn you tp you n you. baby pls, npe lately ni silah rse silah dh mcm bkn kwn korang? npe gak silah rse korang dont even care for anything that i do. n yes, i can say, u never care anything about me. npe dlu kte xmcm ni? ingt x wktu2 kte spent time sme2? ingt x time kte stdy sme2? ingt x kte share secrets sme2? share tears sme2? ingt x? skang ni silah rse korang dh bkn mcm yg silah knl dlu. korang brubah sgt. n stiap kali silah ingt psl korang, msty silah akn nanges. n everything yg silah rse, sume die tau. silah rse silah dh kehilangan korang. silah rse lonely sgt2. trsgt2. i need u syg, pls. silah dh bnyk kali brdpn ngan korang, try bimbing korang, try jujur ngan korang ape yg silah rse, tp it seems nothing change. n still, i keep on hurting.
korang bnyk share sumenye due2 n never tell me. or maybe, klo korang bgtau pon, msty lmbt. n i admit, i am the last one to know bout it. dlu penah x mcm ni? xde kan. hmm.
korang xpenah care psl silah lately ni. silah pegi skola ke x ke, ade korang kesah? rsenye kalo silah masok hospital pon korang xkesah. those day, i remembered, ble xdtg je, balek dri skola, korang msty call. xcall pon msg. n asked, 'asilah, r u okay? npe xdtg. xsehat ke? dh pegi klinik? take care tau, rest bnyk2 kt umah.' mne ilank nye sume2 tu? tell me, do u still love the relationship we share? i know, sume nye mcm da ade yg punye, tp syg, bff r lot more important. sbb kte da knl lme kan. almost everything silah tau psl korang. nk kate xde kedit, xkn la 1sen pon xde? ade due henset pon xbole nk msg ke? xbole pegi public phone? xbole pnjm sape2? u know what, pnye la silah syg korang, mcm2 silah dh korbankn. almost everything yg silah syg. my time, money, things. tp silah xpenah kesah psl sume2 tu sbb silah tau sape silah kt korang n silah xhrpkn blsn pon dri korang n i know, u love me n for that reason, i sacrifice anything that i capable to give just to help u two. to see u two happy, to see u two smile n yg pling pntg, i want u to share everything that i experienced n silah nk jge hbgn yg sdie ade. silah ikhlas slme ni.
korang tau x kdg2 prangai korang tu mcm dh trlebey. n this matter silah dh jujur ngan korang kn? n silah xnk detailkn sgt yg ni. i tego u sbb i syg u. silah xnk nnty korang nyesal. jgn pntgkn bnde2 yg xpntg. jgn rugi mse bnyk sgt. korang tau kn, when i said i dont like it, i mean it. silah bkn nk kongkong idop korang tp dlu korang xde pon mcm ni? korang xseda, korang lyn silah pon da laen tau. nk mntk tlg sket pon dh xbole. even nk teman g mne2 pon xsudi. kalo bole pon mcm xikhlas. silah mntk tlg pon bnyk alsn. itu la ini la. silah ajk g mne2, korang mcm nk avoid, mcm nk jaohkn diri dri silah. yes, i can feel it. dlu slalu balek umah silah, slalu tdo umah silah, slalu lepak sme2, slalu smbg2, slalu tu slalu ni. now, dh xde dh slalu tu. korang xtau ke yg silah alone? korang xrealise ape yg silah rse bile korang wt silah cmtu. pedih tau x hati ni. sedeh sgt2.
dlu ade kwn nk share problem, ade yg dga, ade yg nsht, ade yg care, tp now? i only have my family n him. patotnye, u two should know what is inside of me. silah rse silah jaoh sgt2 ngan korang. jaoh sgt. mcm silah ni org asing dlm idop korang. dh mcm xrpt mcm dlu. syg, geng silah, korang je kn. pls, im begging u, pls stop making me hurt lg. almost every nite i cried bout u two. yes, i cried a lot. mse silah tgh tulis blog ni pon i cried.
silah try cari mne slh silah. maybe i am wrong. so, silah mntk maaf kalo silah yg slh. ni ape yg silah rse. silah rse chemistry kte mcm dh xstrong mcm dlu. tp knape? hmm. mybe ni ujian dri Nya untk kte tige. tp there must be a way for all these. sume mslh slme ni, sume ade jln. tp npe ujian kali ni mcm susah sgt2 nk cari jln untk slesaikn. ya Allah, tabahkn hambamu ini.
korang msty prasan npe lately ni silah brubah. yes, i admit. when i get closer to u, i am hurt in the inside. sume tu sbb ape yg korang dh wat kt silah slme ni. silah sje mls nk lyn prasaan sedey nih. tp kdg2 silah pk, kalo silah trus cmni, silah msty dh xrpt ngan korang lg. n i dont want that to be happen between us. silah kdg2 mls nk pk n mls nk tnjuk prasaan silah kt korang. slme ni, im being hipokrit tau. im just saying that im okay but it is absolutel not true. im just saying that im happy n forgive u two, but i really am sad n hurt.
silah mntk sgt kte jd mcm dlu balek. silah ikhlas kwn ngan korang. but please, dont make me cry again n again. silah rindu time2 kte dlu. silah rndu time kte sme2. silah syg hbgn kte. n silah syg sgt kt korang. silah tulis blog ni just nk express my feeling so that u two know ape yg silah rse slme ni. rse berat sgt kpale silah ble ingt sume2 niy. please, can we start all over again? n please, heal back my heart. i need u two.
u r my best friend n i will always call u as my best friend each n every single time because i know, best friends last forever.
i really am sorry bcoz i have to say all this out.
i love you fara ena. i really do.
I DONT NEED YOUR COMMENTS. N DON'T ASK ME ABOUT ALL THESE.
ADE KAIN SENDIRI JAGE KAIN SENDIRI OKAY. ahaa.
Monday, October 19, 2009
i wish upon a STAR, i wonder where u are.
currently,
in the mood of :
dup dap dup dapp.
*heartbeats 5555 times faster than normal.
*missing him like hell.
*staring cellphone, opening inbox, message full with 'ami' written in it.
*sit on garden bench, stare up at the sky, stars shimmering.
*got in, sit on this chair, typing the sweetest things happened between us sayang :)
here goes, bismillahirahmanirrahim.
26 sept 2009, sabtu.
sblum hari ni, da call sume kwn2 rpt dtg umah. sje2 nk wat mkn2 kt umah wktu raye. mmg bese wat pon. n tiap2 taon, tu je laa muke yg aku tgk. haha. tp raye taon ni special sgt! ehemmm. my lovely najmi is coming. ngee. excited gile ble dpt tau die nk dtg umah. sblum tu die tdo kt umah sedare die kt tmn jati. aku ni da la bz, sian die sbb kne cari transport sndri. ayah ade kt umah, so mmg matii ahh nk kua. mama pon takot2 je. hmm. die naek teksi dri sne, then straight pegi hotel excelsior. dahh check in, die tros dtg umah. smpai2 je kt umah, im speechless sygg, baju melayu biru. wahh. smart gilee lahh! eeeeee. rse nk amek penyapu kt dapur tu, pstu nk marah2 die sape suroh pkai hensem2 sgt. haha! wekk! kteorg smbg2. lme la gak die ade kat umah. *hey, im sorry sbb xdpt lyn awak sgt. sbb my frens ade skaly. hee. sorry yea? tenkiu sgt sbb sudi dtg rumah mak mentue awk ni ekk. haha. ceyy! 1st time jumpe ayah kan? siap ciom tgn ayh i lg tuu. tgn i, u xnk ciom pon. hahah. gurau2 okay :D
27 sept 2009, ahad.
pg ni bgon awl! smgt gile nk jmpe die! da janji da nk jmpe die kul 10.45 cmtu. tp abg plak nk balek time tu. then, ayh plak masakk. mama plak nk bekal kn untk abg. asilah plak dah siap lawa2 dahh. tp xgerak2 lg. haha. aduyaii. xpelah. ade hikmah nyee :D
smpai ipoh parade kul 11.45 cmtu. *pa, sorry wat u tnggu. i really am sorry. smpai2 jew, trus kol die! yeyy! jumpe! best gile! u hott in red. aha. pstu jln2. tnggu pakwe fara dtg dri telok intan, tnggu pnye tnggu, die pon smpai. actually ary ni nk celebrate bday fara. die xtau yg pakwe die nk dtg. nk wat surprise la sket. smpai trjerit2. saket laa weh tgn aku ko pukol. haha. wek wek! then straight pegi kenny rogers mkn aym kt ctue. wahh! sweet gile la mse ni! sukeee sgt! *kte kongsi ayam tu kan maniss? sian ina pkwe xde. haha. then kuar dri ctue jew, pkwe ina dtg. wah best best. jln2, pstu g maen boling. eeeee. xbole lupe lahh! best! tp da lme xmaen, performance jatoh. hahah. nk training lg nii. ngee. *eh awakkk, ingt tak 9 pin dpt upah? heee. pstu kteowg separate, due due jln jln. kite ade event pnting kne attend rite syg? hahaha. *ohoiii. xbole lupe part nii. bia smpai i tuee esk pon i xkan buang or bg org jeans i tuu kt sape2. hahah.
*skip skip! cume nk ckp, i miss that evening. haha.
28 sept 2009, monday.
pg ni skola! ergh! 1st day of school since 3minggu aku ponteng. haha. mcm2 org tnye psl umrah la sehat ke ape ke. mcm2! abeh jew skola, kul 2.30, tros cabot. tu pon bkn 2.30, dlm kul 2.25 da kua kls da. haha. smpai kt bwh da bunyi loceng, tros jln g pagar. besttt jd org prtame balek skola dlu. haha. balek ngan tok, balek umah die. siap2 sume, tros g jj. jumpe die lgy! die ponteng ary ni. kate nyee, kalo balek ary ahd, die still xskola ary isnin sbb pnt. tu kate mulot die la. pdhal ntah2 dlm aty, nak lme2 lg kat ipoh. haha. wekk! kul 2.45 da brtolak g jj. smpai sne lapa gile! xmakan dri pg. haha. smpai2 jew, g mkn kt black canyon. fuhh! mknn fevret, thai kueytiaw n strawberry juice. lapa! mkn abeh sume nye. hee. die order seafood noodle. pstu smpai2 ade ikan, trus biseng, syggg mkn la ni mkn la ni. ni lg ni lg. nahh. haha. tenkiu sbb suapkn! hee.
da abeh mam, jln2 jap. pstu maen kat ats tuu! waa best maen tembak2 ngan die tp kalah! eishh! xaci! haha. tmn die maen kete. best spend time kt sni. ngee. dok jap kt food court tu, tbe2 die kua kn something dlm beg die, a yellow box. bukak2 jew ade rantai heart n key. waaaa! sweet gile nk matyy ahh. haha. rntai ni mmg dri dlu lg nk. tp xdpt2. tp finally dpt gak! dri someone special lak tuu. best nye! tenkiu tau! ilysm! heee. pstu die bg keychain love. ade due love, satu love wane biru n satu lg wane merah. tgk warne jew pon da tau ape makne die. hee. how sweet u r for me. thnx a lot tauu! jln2 jap, pstu bli gelang kristal kat mama die. hope die suke lah. sbb ank die pon suke. menantu die pon suke. haha. jam da dkt kul 5, nk balek da. hmmm. turon bwh, cari teksi, teman die smpai kat stesyen ktm. die balek naek train n mama tnggu kat sne dah. tp xsmpat pon nk jumpe sbb mse smpai2 kat ctue, train da nk jln da. adehh. sian die kne keja train. tp finally, alhamdulillah, dpt gak masok kan. hehe. lps say gudbye to him, i cried. smpai org kt sblh ckp, husband ke td tu? ala, jgn la nanges ekk. pstu die snyum. aduyai! mse ni xtau nk ckp ape. nk gelak pon ade sbb die ingt aku da kawen. hahah. aku pon snyum je la. pusing2 blakang jew, mama ade. trus hug die. nanges2 mse ni. hee. tp xpelah. we had a wonderful time kan? i enjoy it, i do. :)
heyy awk yg slalu ckp ily kat saye,
saye nk ckp yg saye rindu kat awk lg.
n saye nk jumpe ngan awk lg.
hehe. :p
p/s- i love you.
in the mood of :
dup dap dup dapp.
*heartbeats 5555 times faster than normal.
*missing him like hell.
*staring cellphone, opening inbox, message full with 'ami' written in it.
*sit on garden bench, stare up at the sky, stars shimmering.
*got in, sit on this chair, typing the sweetest things happened between us sayang :)
here goes, bismillahirahmanirrahim.
26 sept 2009, sabtu.
sblum hari ni, da call sume kwn2 rpt dtg umah. sje2 nk wat mkn2 kt umah wktu raye. mmg bese wat pon. n tiap2 taon, tu je laa muke yg aku tgk. haha. tp raye taon ni special sgt! ehemmm. my lovely najmi is coming. ngee. excited gile ble dpt tau die nk dtg umah. sblum tu die tdo kt umah sedare die kt tmn jati. aku ni da la bz, sian die sbb kne cari transport sndri. ayah ade kt umah, so mmg matii ahh nk kua. mama pon takot2 je. hmm. die naek teksi dri sne, then straight pegi hotel excelsior. dahh check in, die tros dtg umah. smpai2 je kt umah, im speechless sygg, baju melayu biru. wahh. smart gilee lahh! eeeeee. rse nk amek penyapu kt dapur tu, pstu nk marah2 die sape suroh pkai hensem2 sgt. haha! wekk! kteorg smbg2. lme la gak die ade kat umah. *hey, im sorry sbb xdpt lyn awak sgt. sbb my frens ade skaly. hee. sorry yea? tenkiu sgt sbb sudi dtg rumah mak mentue awk ni ekk. haha. ceyy! 1st time jumpe ayah kan? siap ciom tgn ayh i lg tuu. tgn i, u xnk ciom pon. hahah. gurau2 okay :D
27 sept 2009, ahad.
pg ni bgon awl! smgt gile nk jmpe die! da janji da nk jmpe die kul 10.45 cmtu. tp abg plak nk balek time tu. then, ayh plak masakk. mama plak nk bekal kn untk abg. asilah plak dah siap lawa2 dahh. tp xgerak2 lg. haha. aduyaii. xpelah. ade hikmah nyee :D
smpai ipoh parade kul 11.45 cmtu. *pa, sorry wat u tnggu. i really am sorry. smpai2 jew, trus kol die! yeyy! jumpe! best gile! u hott in red. aha. pstu jln2. tnggu pakwe fara dtg dri telok intan, tnggu pnye tnggu, die pon smpai. actually ary ni nk celebrate bday fara. die xtau yg pakwe die nk dtg. nk wat surprise la sket. smpai trjerit2. saket laa weh tgn aku ko pukol. haha. wek wek! then straight pegi kenny rogers mkn aym kt ctue. wahh! sweet gile la mse ni! sukeee sgt! *kte kongsi ayam tu kan maniss? sian ina pkwe xde. haha. then kuar dri ctue jew, pkwe ina dtg. wah best best. jln2, pstu g maen boling. eeeee. xbole lupe lahh! best! tp da lme xmaen, performance jatoh. hahah. nk training lg nii. ngee. *eh awakkk, ingt tak 9 pin dpt upah? heee. pstu kteowg separate, due due jln jln. kite ade event pnting kne attend rite syg? hahaha. *ohoiii. xbole lupe part nii. bia smpai i tuee esk pon i xkan buang or bg org jeans i tuu kt sape2. hahah.
*skip skip! cume nk ckp, i miss that evening. haha.
28 sept 2009, monday.
pg ni skola! ergh! 1st day of school since 3minggu aku ponteng. haha. mcm2 org tnye psl umrah la sehat ke ape ke. mcm2! abeh jew skola, kul 2.30, tros cabot. tu pon bkn 2.30, dlm kul 2.25 da kua kls da. haha. smpai kt bwh da bunyi loceng, tros jln g pagar. besttt jd org prtame balek skola dlu. haha. balek ngan tok, balek umah die. siap2 sume, tros g jj. jumpe die lgy! die ponteng ary ni. kate nyee, kalo balek ary ahd, die still xskola ary isnin sbb pnt. tu kate mulot die la. pdhal ntah2 dlm aty, nak lme2 lg kat ipoh. haha. wekk! kul 2.45 da brtolak g jj. smpai sne lapa gile! xmakan dri pg. haha. smpai2 jew, g mkn kt black canyon. fuhh! mknn fevret, thai kueytiaw n strawberry juice. lapa! mkn abeh sume nye. hee. die order seafood noodle. pstu smpai2 ade ikan, trus biseng, syggg mkn la ni mkn la ni. ni lg ni lg. nahh. haha. tenkiu sbb suapkn! hee.
da abeh mam, jln2 jap. pstu maen kat ats tuu! waa best maen tembak2 ngan die tp kalah! eishh! xaci! haha. tmn die maen kete. best spend time kt sni. ngee. dok jap kt food court tu, tbe2 die kua kn something dlm beg die, a yellow box. bukak2 jew ade rantai heart n key. waaaa! sweet gile nk matyy ahh. haha. rntai ni mmg dri dlu lg nk. tp xdpt2. tp finally dpt gak! dri someone special lak tuu. best nye! tenkiu tau! ilysm! heee. pstu die bg keychain love. ade due love, satu love wane biru n satu lg wane merah. tgk warne jew pon da tau ape makne die. hee. how sweet u r for me. thnx a lot tauu! jln2 jap, pstu bli gelang kristal kat mama die. hope die suke lah. sbb ank die pon suke. menantu die pon suke. haha. jam da dkt kul 5, nk balek da. hmmm. turon bwh, cari teksi, teman die smpai kat stesyen ktm. die balek naek train n mama tnggu kat sne dah. tp xsmpat pon nk jumpe sbb mse smpai2 kat ctue, train da nk jln da. adehh. sian die kne keja train. tp finally, alhamdulillah, dpt gak masok kan. hehe. lps say gudbye to him, i cried. smpai org kt sblh ckp, husband ke td tu? ala, jgn la nanges ekk. pstu die snyum. aduyai! mse ni xtau nk ckp ape. nk gelak pon ade sbb die ingt aku da kawen. hahah. aku pon snyum je la. pusing2 blakang jew, mama ade. trus hug die. nanges2 mse ni. hee. tp xpelah. we had a wonderful time kan? i enjoy it, i do. :)
heyy awk yg slalu ckp ily kat saye,
saye nk ckp yg saye rindu kat awk lg.
n saye nk jumpe ngan awk lg.
hehe. :p
p/s- i love you.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
yeahh finally!
exams over. lege gile abeh exam. fuhh! tensyen pale otak. merenk rsenye exam 3 weeks brturut2.
lps ni no more exam.
yes! NO MORE. haha.
merdeka! hang outt bebeh KL KL im coming. imy! :D
wish me luck fr result. ahaa.
*feeling senior.
*feeling old.
*SPM spm SPM.
lps ni no more exam.
yes! NO MORE. haha.
merdeka! hang outt bebeh KL KL im coming. imy! :D
wish me luck fr result. ahaa.
*feeling senior.
*feeling old.
*SPM spm SPM.
Monday, September 28, 2009
ya hajjah :D
alhamdulillah. bru ade time nk update blog. tp sje2 nk cite2 kt sni. hee. bru2 ni pegi umrah ngan ayh n mama. dgn group mb perak. waaa. best xtrkate lah kat sne.
mule2 naek flight kt klia, hari khamis, 10 september. tiket kul 3ptg. urmm. mse ni mmg sdey nk maty la nk tngglkn m'sia. nanges spnjg nk check in flight tu. die bkn sdey, tp feeling yg xbole nk ckp cmne, hepi cmpur sdey. haha. dok dlm flight tu nk dkt 10 jam kot. lme! saket blakang woo. naek saudi airlines. untk org2 arab. well sume owg tau, arab kan besa2, so, seat dlm flight ni xbest lnsung! keras gleee. erghh. tp saba, dugaan ni. hee. mse ni still brpuase taw. smpai di jeddah bru nk masok maghrib. bayang kan brpuase 18 - 19 jam! maken dkt ke mekkah, maken siang. dlm aty ni, bile laa nk mlm ni. hehe. fuhh. lapa mmg xingt dunie la. smpai wktu brbuke je, sental je ape yg ade. haha. tu la pose pling dasat skali dlm idop. xpenah2 dbuat org. heee. kat jeddah plak, smpai kt king abdul aziz international airport. trsadai kt airport tu. org arab bkn nk wt keje ohh. die rse die nk wt keje, die wat, klo die xnk wt keje, die xnk la. bia je org trsadai. mcm kte ni xwelcomed kt negare dieorg tau. pstu turn aku, die maen cmpak je passport. erghh pns kot. xde adab lnsung! saba saba. :D
pstu straight pegi ke madinah. urm. dlm 6-8 jam la gak otw g sne. smntare tu brenti la sbb nk smyg n sahur. kt sni sahur die kul 3.15 cmtu. brbuke kul 6.40. rsenye lebey kurang mcm m'sia kot. ngee. smpai2 jew hotel, check in n siap2 diri dlu. hotel tu name die orient manazeli. dkt sgt ngan masjid nabawi. alhamdulillah, akhirnye dpt pluang ziarah makam rasulullah kt ctue. sempat wat tarawih kt masjid ni. mlm ni wat 20 rakaat. fuhh! pnt gle! rse kaki mcm nk trcabot. haha. mmg lawa la msjid die. siyes, mmg lawa sgt! sjuk jew dlm msjid tu. tp kt lua pns gle. kul 9 die kan sme mcm kul 12 kte. betape terik nye kt sne. kering jew cuace ohh. kt madinah ni pegi prkuburan baqi', msjid quba, masjid tujuh n shopping kurma! ayah bli satu kotak kurma kt madinah. mmg sdp la kurma die. laen sgt dri cnie. fresh from its plant. heee. ni gmba2 kat madinah. rindu laa kat madinah.
madinah kota cahaya. :)
gmba last yg kt ats ni hri trakhir kteorg kt madinah. sedey nye nk tngglkn madinah. for sure i cried. tu gmba family. da siap ihram dah mse ni. trus straight g mekah al-mukarramah! xsaba nye nk masok tnh haram. ngee. prjlnn dri madinah ke mekkah kejap jew. dlm 3 jam cmtu. smpai2 jew, trus masok hotel. name hotel kt mekkah, hijaz palace. alhamdulillah, dpt hotel yg dkt ngan masjidil haram. dah ltk beg sume, turun bwh, kumpul2. ade mutawif bg explanation, then straight away pegi masjidil haram. subhanallah. masok2 je masjidil haram, air mate ntah dtg dri mne ntah, trus menitik2. masok masjidil haram, tgk kaabah tu rse trharu sgt sbb dpt tgk ngan mate kpale sndri. mmg nanges gmbire la. masok2 jew, trus tawaf. mse tawaf tu pun nanges aw. smbil doa2. mutawif tu yg kuatkn sore die. ikot jew la ape die doa. hee. mse tawaf ni org xramai. maybe mse tu pns. yela, mse tu kul 4 lebey cmtu. peluh x yah ckp la kan. abeh basah bju woo! tp kan, wlopun bsh, mmg xbusuk. sket pon xbusuk. 1st magic yg aku bole detect kt sne is, kalo kt m'sia, kalo kte da peluh2, kte msty leteh kan, msty rse nk mandy sbb bdn da melekit2. tp kt tnh suci ni, lps kte peluh2 tu, kte rse fresh gile, mcm bru lps mandy. siyes, mmg fresh! xde pun rse letih ke ape ke. best best best! slesai wat tawaf, pegi saie plak. fuhh! tawaf xpe lg, saie tu pnt gile kot. mse tu da la pose. kt tepi2 jln dlm masjidil haram tu ade ltk tong2 air zam2 aw. mse saie tu, rsenye 10 tong aku bole telan. haha. bygkn la, saie tu jaoh. 7 kali plak tu. xpelah. saie ni mengingatkan kte pristiwe siti hajar mncari air. ble ingt mcm tu, mmg pnt2 td akn hilang. abeh jew saie, kne tahalul plak. tahalul tu cukur rmbut. kmi yg pmpuan ni gunting sesame sndri la. mama, tenkiu sbb ptong kn ekk. hehe. abeh2 jew tahalul tu, tros trduduk kt ctue, tnggu wktu brbuke. mmg pnt laaa. amek air zam2 tu bnyk2. haha. allahuakbar2. brbuke laa dgn bismilahirahmanirrahim. amin :)
then, balek hotel. mlm tu lak pegi tarawih. fuhh! tarawih die lme kot. kteorg wt 10 jew. tu pun smpai kul 10 lbey da. mmg pnt la. ketar kaki aw. tp mse die bce surah2 tu kan, mmg touching la. nanges aw ble imam tu bce. die pun sebak bce surah2 tu sume. yelaa, die kn faham sumenye. kte yg xfhm pun bole nanges. hmm. kami lame kt mekkah ni, dari 12/9 smpai la 17/9. 5 hari kt sne. tp rse kejap gile. huu. kt mekkah ni gak, kami melawat jabal thur, arafah, mina, jabal rahmah, masjid nammeirah. best pegi jabal rahmah. kt sini la tmpt adam dan hawa dipertemukan stelah mereke dibuang dri syurga sbb mkn buah khuldi yg dilarang oleh Allah swt untk dmkn. hee. kt cnie ade stu batu menegak ke ats, kt batu tu ramai la owg tulis2 name dieowg supaye dprtemukn jodoh yg baek. aku pon ape lg. dpt menyempit ngan owg arab! yess! akhirnye dpt gak tulis. haha. kt cnie ade unta gak. alala. comeyl2 jew oh unta die. kuat dan sehat! hihi. balek dri melawat sume ni, kteorg bermiqat kat jaanarah. pstu wat umrah lg. mknenye aku wt due umrah laa. psttt. hajjah kcik nurul asilah ahmad. haha. :P
mse wat umrah yg kdue ni la dpt experience mandi air zam2. lps tawaf 7 kali, saie 7 kali, bygkn laa. wt sume2 tu dlm kul 4. haishh. pns nye lah! mmg xde angin lnsong. habes jew gunting rmbut lps saie tu, pegi kt tmpt air zam2, jirus kepale! tu first tmpt, jirus pale. tmpt kdue lak, jirus air dlm bju. tmpt ktige, bkk telekong sket, amek 3 bekas air zam2, tros basoh sume nye. start dr rmbut smpai ke kpale. sume mak2 n pak2 arab kt stu tgk laen mcm je. haha. mse ni dlm aty ckp, woaaa, kn best kalo mnum air ni. aduyaii. sabar ya hajjah, sabarr. haha. abeh basah stu bdn. telekong2 pon habeh lenjun! haha. menitik2 air ats masjidil haram tu. heee. lps tu balek hotel, jln ngan mama, ayh n sume2 lah. mse ni mama mmg xlps2 la tgn die kt aku. rmai gle org. siyesss ramai! ngee. smpai2 jew hotel tu, telekong yg pkai td, kering! waa. bygkn la btape pnsnye kt sne. hihi. alhamdulillah, due2 umrah yg aku wat ni, mmg due2 dpt cium hajarul aswad n rukun yamani. bau dieeee, wangi sgt!!! rindu nye lahh nk bau lg. huuu. xpe xpe. nnty ade rzeki mmg nk pegi lg. rindu yg tr amat sgttt! rndu kat org pun xde rse rndu cmni. ngeee.
last day kt sne, 16/9, kteorg kne balekk da. sedey gle rsenye. sblum nk balek tu, kne wat tawaf wida' dlu. mse tawaf tu. mmg nanges bagai nk rak la. smpai trsedu2. habes jew tawaf, smyg sunat n angkt doa yg trakhir kt sne. hmm. otw balek hotel tu, mmg asek nanges jew la. rse berat sgt nk tnggalkn tnh suci. naek2 bilek hotel, mandy cpt2, pstu turun bwh, slm2 ngan sume, naek bas. mse dlm bas tu, aku nanges bole katekn 2 plastik tisu tu habeh. haha. smpai die di Jeddah, smyg asar kt masjid milik jande kaye. ngee. masjid ni btul2 dpn laut merah. waa. mmg lawa gle la laut die. laut merah ni la yg nabi musa belah tu. it said to be red sea bcoz its surface is red in colour. how unique it is for me. subhanallah. :)
smpai kat King Abdul Aziz airport, blum turun pun lg, pak2 arab yg keje nk angkt brg ngan troli tu kan, brgado. smpai brdarah2. kmi yg pmpuan ustaz xbg turun slagi gado2 tu xabeh. tu la 1st time tgk org gado smpai koyak2 bju n darah2. well, as i said, arab people mmg kasar. fuhh, takot gak la tgk tu. da abeh tu, bru kteorg turun n bwk beg g masok airport. brbuke kt sni n naek flight ke m'sia. alhamdulillah, smpai m'sia on 17/9 ary khames.
smpai2 jew kat KLIA, ade owg special smbut. ngeee. tengs fr coming manis. i appreciate it sooo much!
yeyy! smpai ipoh ptg tu gak. alhamdulillah. i am certainly, definitely miss Makkah so badly. tp best sgt smpai xbole diungkapkn dgn kate2. ewahhh. :D
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mule2 naek flight kt klia, hari khamis, 10 september. tiket kul 3ptg. urmm. mse ni mmg sdey nk maty la nk tngglkn m'sia. nanges spnjg nk check in flight tu. die bkn sdey, tp feeling yg xbole nk ckp cmne, hepi cmpur sdey. haha. dok dlm flight tu nk dkt 10 jam kot. lme! saket blakang woo. naek saudi airlines. untk org2 arab. well sume owg tau, arab kan besa2, so, seat dlm flight ni xbest lnsung! keras gleee. erghh. tp saba, dugaan ni. hee. mse ni still brpuase taw. smpai di jeddah bru nk masok maghrib. bayang kan brpuase 18 - 19 jam! maken dkt ke mekkah, maken siang. dlm aty ni, bile laa nk mlm ni. hehe. fuhh. lapa mmg xingt dunie la. smpai wktu brbuke je, sental je ape yg ade. haha. tu la pose pling dasat skali dlm idop. xpenah2 dbuat org. heee. kat jeddah plak, smpai kt king abdul aziz international airport. trsadai kt airport tu. org arab bkn nk wt keje ohh. die rse die nk wt keje, die wat, klo die xnk wt keje, die xnk la. bia je org trsadai. mcm kte ni xwelcomed kt negare dieorg tau. pstu turn aku, die maen cmpak je passport. erghh pns kot. xde adab lnsung! saba saba. :D
pstu straight pegi ke madinah. urm. dlm 6-8 jam la gak otw g sne. smntare tu brenti la sbb nk smyg n sahur. kt sni sahur die kul 3.15 cmtu. brbuke kul 6.40. rsenye lebey kurang mcm m'sia kot. ngee. smpai2 jew hotel, check in n siap2 diri dlu. hotel tu name die orient manazeli. dkt sgt ngan masjid nabawi. alhamdulillah, akhirnye dpt pluang ziarah makam rasulullah kt ctue. sempat wat tarawih kt masjid ni. mlm ni wat 20 rakaat. fuhh! pnt gle! rse kaki mcm nk trcabot. haha. mmg lawa la msjid die. siyes, mmg lawa sgt! sjuk jew dlm msjid tu. tp kt lua pns gle. kul 9 die kan sme mcm kul 12 kte. betape terik nye kt sne. kering jew cuace ohh. kt madinah ni pegi prkuburan baqi', msjid quba, masjid tujuh n shopping kurma! ayah bli satu kotak kurma kt madinah. mmg sdp la kurma die. laen sgt dri cnie. fresh from its plant. heee. ni gmba2 kat madinah. rindu laa kat madinah.
madinah kota cahaya. :)
gmba last yg kt ats ni hri trakhir kteorg kt madinah. sedey nye nk tngglkn madinah. for sure i cried. tu gmba family. da siap ihram dah mse ni. trus straight g mekah al-mukarramah! xsaba nye nk masok tnh haram. ngee. prjlnn dri madinah ke mekkah kejap jew. dlm 3 jam cmtu. smpai2 jew, trus masok hotel. name hotel kt mekkah, hijaz palace. alhamdulillah, dpt hotel yg dkt ngan masjidil haram. dah ltk beg sume, turun bwh, kumpul2. ade mutawif bg explanation, then straight away pegi masjidil haram. subhanallah. masok2 je masjidil haram, air mate ntah dtg dri mne ntah, trus menitik2. masok masjidil haram, tgk kaabah tu rse trharu sgt sbb dpt tgk ngan mate kpale sndri. mmg nanges gmbire la. masok2 jew, trus tawaf. mse tawaf tu pun nanges aw. smbil doa2. mutawif tu yg kuatkn sore die. ikot jew la ape die doa. hee. mse tawaf ni org xramai. maybe mse tu pns. yela, mse tu kul 4 lebey cmtu. peluh x yah ckp la kan. abeh basah bju woo! tp kan, wlopun bsh, mmg xbusuk. sket pon xbusuk. 1st magic yg aku bole detect kt sne is, kalo kt m'sia, kalo kte da peluh2, kte msty leteh kan, msty rse nk mandy sbb bdn da melekit2. tp kt tnh suci ni, lps kte peluh2 tu, kte rse fresh gile, mcm bru lps mandy. siyes, mmg fresh! xde pun rse letih ke ape ke. best best best! slesai wat tawaf, pegi saie plak. fuhh! tawaf xpe lg, saie tu pnt gile kot. mse tu da la pose. kt tepi2 jln dlm masjidil haram tu ade ltk tong2 air zam2 aw. mse saie tu, rsenye 10 tong aku bole telan. haha. bygkn la, saie tu jaoh. 7 kali plak tu. xpelah. saie ni mengingatkan kte pristiwe siti hajar mncari air. ble ingt mcm tu, mmg pnt2 td akn hilang. abeh jew saie, kne tahalul plak. tahalul tu cukur rmbut. kmi yg pmpuan ni gunting sesame sndri la. mama, tenkiu sbb ptong kn ekk. hehe. abeh2 jew tahalul tu, tros trduduk kt ctue, tnggu wktu brbuke. mmg pnt laaa. amek air zam2 tu bnyk2. haha. allahuakbar2. brbuke laa dgn bismilahirahmanirrahim. amin :)
then, balek hotel. mlm tu lak pegi tarawih. fuhh! tarawih die lme kot. kteorg wt 10 jew. tu pun smpai kul 10 lbey da. mmg pnt la. ketar kaki aw. tp mse die bce surah2 tu kan, mmg touching la. nanges aw ble imam tu bce. die pun sebak bce surah2 tu sume. yelaa, die kn faham sumenye. kte yg xfhm pun bole nanges. hmm. kami lame kt mekkah ni, dari 12/9 smpai la 17/9. 5 hari kt sne. tp rse kejap gile. huu. kt mekkah ni gak, kami melawat jabal thur, arafah, mina, jabal rahmah, masjid nammeirah. best pegi jabal rahmah. kt sini la tmpt adam dan hawa dipertemukan stelah mereke dibuang dri syurga sbb mkn buah khuldi yg dilarang oleh Allah swt untk dmkn. hee. kt cnie ade stu batu menegak ke ats, kt batu tu ramai la owg tulis2 name dieowg supaye dprtemukn jodoh yg baek. aku pon ape lg. dpt menyempit ngan owg arab! yess! akhirnye dpt gak tulis. haha. kt cnie ade unta gak. alala. comeyl2 jew oh unta die. kuat dan sehat! hihi. balek dri melawat sume ni, kteorg bermiqat kat jaanarah. pstu wat umrah lg. mknenye aku wt due umrah laa. psttt. hajjah kcik nurul asilah ahmad. haha. :P
mse wat umrah yg kdue ni la dpt experience mandi air zam2. lps tawaf 7 kali, saie 7 kali, bygkn laa. wt sume2 tu dlm kul 4. haishh. pns nye lah! mmg xde angin lnsong. habes jew gunting rmbut lps saie tu, pegi kt tmpt air zam2, jirus kepale! tu first tmpt, jirus pale. tmpt kdue lak, jirus air dlm bju. tmpt ktige, bkk telekong sket, amek 3 bekas air zam2, tros basoh sume nye. start dr rmbut smpai ke kpale. sume mak2 n pak2 arab kt stu tgk laen mcm je. haha. mse ni dlm aty ckp, woaaa, kn best kalo mnum air ni. aduyaii. sabar ya hajjah, sabarr. haha. abeh basah stu bdn. telekong2 pon habeh lenjun! haha. menitik2 air ats masjidil haram tu. heee. lps tu balek hotel, jln ngan mama, ayh n sume2 lah. mse ni mama mmg xlps2 la tgn die kt aku. rmai gle org. siyesss ramai! ngee. smpai2 jew hotel tu, telekong yg pkai td, kering! waa. bygkn la btape pnsnye kt sne. hihi. alhamdulillah, due2 umrah yg aku wat ni, mmg due2 dpt cium hajarul aswad n rukun yamani. bau dieeee, wangi sgt!!! rindu nye lahh nk bau lg. huuu. xpe xpe. nnty ade rzeki mmg nk pegi lg. rindu yg tr amat sgttt! rndu kat org pun xde rse rndu cmni. ngeee.
last day kt sne, 16/9, kteorg kne balekk da. sedey gle rsenye. sblum nk balek tu, kne wat tawaf wida' dlu. mse tawaf tu. mmg nanges bagai nk rak la. smpai trsedu2. habes jew tawaf, smyg sunat n angkt doa yg trakhir kt sne. hmm. otw balek hotel tu, mmg asek nanges jew la. rse berat sgt nk tnggalkn tnh suci. naek2 bilek hotel, mandy cpt2, pstu turun bwh, slm2 ngan sume, naek bas. mse dlm bas tu, aku nanges bole katekn 2 plastik tisu tu habeh. haha. smpai die di Jeddah, smyg asar kt masjid milik jande kaye. ngee. masjid ni btul2 dpn laut merah. waa. mmg lawa gle la laut die. laut merah ni la yg nabi musa belah tu. it said to be red sea bcoz its surface is red in colour. how unique it is for me. subhanallah. :)
smpai kat King Abdul Aziz airport, blum turun pun lg, pak2 arab yg keje nk angkt brg ngan troli tu kan, brgado. smpai brdarah2. kmi yg pmpuan ustaz xbg turun slagi gado2 tu xabeh. tu la 1st time tgk org gado smpai koyak2 bju n darah2. well, as i said, arab people mmg kasar. fuhh, takot gak la tgk tu. da abeh tu, bru kteorg turun n bwk beg g masok airport. brbuke kt sni n naek flight ke m'sia. alhamdulillah, smpai m'sia on 17/9 ary khames.
smpai2 jew kat KLIA, ade owg special smbut. ngeee. tengs fr coming manis. i appreciate it sooo much!
yeyy! smpai ipoh ptg tu gak. alhamdulillah. i am certainly, definitely miss Makkah so badly. tp best sgt smpai xbole diungkapkn dgn kate2. ewahhh. :D
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Saturday, August 15, 2009
ipoh, kuala lumpur, putrajaya <33
ke'buzyy' an yg tramat sgt. xsmpt nk update blog. sumenye mcm xckup mse je. ni free pun wktu tgh2 mlm. err. pg i guess. da 2 bln xupdate blog. mcm2 la jd. kalo nk tulih sume, smpai besok pun xkan abeh. haha.
for today, im going to share the happiest moment yg xkan bole aku lupe smpai ble2! heee. dun leave any comments pls? blog ni lbey kurang cam diary, so sbrg comments xkan dlyn. hrp maaf. haha.
ahha! this one mse 7 ogos 09, friday. pagi tu skola. pstu balek skola, trus gerak kl ngan mama, fara n ina. sblum tu mmg bz gle ah. bese la, da lme xjln, so xtau nk estimate nk bwk bju bpe helai. mmg stu beg tu penoh ah. hahaha. okay! back to the story. arrive kl dlm kul 4 cmtu. da janji da ngan ami nk jmpe. smpai2 hotel, check in. jln kaki g station monorel medan tuanku, amek ami kt ctue. hee. bestttt! da lme da xjmpe. last jumpe 10 jun ary tu jeaa. huu. die pkai bju merah! hott weh. pstt, ily! hehe. amek die, pstu pegi pavi nek monorel ngan die then trun kat BB. mse tu da kul 5 lbey cmtu. mama tnggal kat hotel, die nk kua ngan kwn die mlm tu. so, kami2 je la yg pegi jln2 kat area bkt bntg tu. so, mama gtau kt ami suroh die jge tige dare ni. haha. ehem2, that was the first time he met my mum. positive reaction babyy. thnx mama! sygg mama ah. hehe. so, kami pun pegi la berempat. smpai je kat pavi, carik wyg. sesat. haha. beli tiket cite the ghosts of girlfriends past. best cte tu! da abeh tgk wyg tu, kteorg g mkn kt food court die. mkn semangkuk yong tau foo. share share. suke time tu! sweet gle. ami, tenkiu fr being such a gentleman. hee. jam nk dkt kul 10 da. mama psn suwoh balek sblum kul 10. mse tu kami xpuas lg jln2! nk snap gmba agy. aisshhh. xpuasssss! then, die marah oww. (marah dlm kurungan.) haha. he got my hand n take me back to the hotel. nk dpendekkan cte, kami pun tdo la mlm tu. hahaha.
i miss that night so much. :(
the next morning, 8 ogos 2009, saturday, mama mmg kne pegi putrajaya. die ktue lwtn g floria tu. hee. so, mama bwk ami sme2 g putrajaya dri kl. smbg2 nyanyi2 dlm kete. it was fun kan syg? da smpai putrajaya, jln2 kat floria. g tgk bunge. cantek! tp for me its quite boring sbb bknnye ske sgt bunge. except rose! ewahh. haha. jln2 kt ctue n i got the chance to see dr mahathir there. mama ape lg, bunge orkid laaa die. xabeh2! hee. dun wori! ade gmba jap agy. hehe. lps g floria, trus ke alamanda. nk rse lak date kat tmpat die. *arghh! sekse! sumenye trbts.* tp kteorg pegi karoeke! best! ami vs. fara! sore korang sdp laa! silah dok je bole la dga jew korang nynyi. heee. ina tmn mama g jln2. hehe. i remember that song u sang to me honey, 'i dont want to miss a thing'. kua dri karoeke, g cari mama, jln2 ngan die. beli kasot la beg la. heee. fara ina, jgn ilank kn beg tu k? tu proof kte tige! hihi. iloveyou babes. aiskrim famous amos kat alamanda siyes xsdp! rugi gle bli. tp ade org tuu xmalu oh abeskan silah pnye. ehem2. hehe. nnty silah blanje aiskrim lg k?
balek je dri alamanda, straight pegi UNITEN. aduhh! jmpe mama ami! aishh. cuak la gak. tp ble da jmpe mama die, i feel so relived. mkn kt gerai mama die. mam soto. sdp! mama die sporting n baek sgt. *tringin nk pnggil mama je. ewah!* hahaha. kami mkn2 n smbg2 kt ctue. wonderful! xbole lupe smpai ble2! mama, tenkiu ek sbb bwk silah jmpe mak die. iloveyou lah mama! due2 mama! hehe. tnggal kan ami kt ctue, nk balek kl balek. die bg spu tgn die! tenkiuu! i cried tau mlm tu. tp ble pk, esk akn jmpe lg. heee. mlm tu abg dtg, die bwk g jln kat mid valley n the gardens. shopping heavens. masok the gardens tu. stakat window shopping bole la. nak beli kt ctue mmg mmpos. haha.
psttt, yr eyes alike yr mum's eyes la darling :D
next day, 9 ogos 2009, sunday, pg2 lg da bgon! siap2. smgt ohh! kms beg nk balek ipoh. n trus chekout. mandy n siap2 sume, then gerak pegi sunway pyramid. die da tnggu dri pg! im so sorry! smpai sunway kul 2 cmtu. kne balek kul 3. alahaii! sejam je jmpe die. eish! sedehhh! ina g jmpe asma. kwn die. fara tmn ina. n im with him. im sorry, i cried when u r with me hri tu. xthn la sbb sdey sgt2. i do cried, tp u xnmpk rite. hehe. bla bla bla bla. dpndekkan cte. da nk balek. hmm. sdey rse nye nk tnggalkn kl. but i have to. ;(
nnty kte jmpe lg k! silah nk blaja msk dri mak ami! hehe. klo ade rezeki, insyaAllah kte akn jmpe. dun stress out yea.
i always be there fr u no matter how far we r!
i miss you a lot! baby i love you <3
for today, im going to share the happiest moment yg xkan bole aku lupe smpai ble2! heee. dun leave any comments pls? blog ni lbey kurang cam diary, so sbrg comments xkan dlyn. hrp maaf. haha.
ahha! this one mse 7 ogos 09, friday. pagi tu skola. pstu balek skola, trus gerak kl ngan mama, fara n ina. sblum tu mmg bz gle ah. bese la, da lme xjln, so xtau nk estimate nk bwk bju bpe helai. mmg stu beg tu penoh ah. hahaha. okay! back to the story. arrive kl dlm kul 4 cmtu. da janji da ngan ami nk jmpe. smpai2 hotel, check in. jln kaki g station monorel medan tuanku, amek ami kt ctue. hee. bestttt! da lme da xjmpe. last jumpe 10 jun ary tu jeaa. huu. die pkai bju merah! hott weh. pstt, ily! hehe. amek die, pstu pegi pavi nek monorel ngan die then trun kat BB. mse tu da kul 5 lbey cmtu. mama tnggal kat hotel, die nk kua ngan kwn die mlm tu. so, kami2 je la yg pegi jln2 kat area bkt bntg tu. so, mama gtau kt ami suroh die jge tige dare ni. haha. ehem2, that was the first time he met my mum. positive reaction babyy. thnx mama! sygg mama ah. hehe. so, kami pun pegi la berempat. smpai je kat pavi, carik wyg. sesat. haha. beli tiket cite the ghosts of girlfriends past. best cte tu! da abeh tgk wyg tu, kteorg g mkn kt food court die. mkn semangkuk yong tau foo. share share. suke time tu! sweet gle. ami, tenkiu fr being such a gentleman. hee. jam nk dkt kul 10 da. mama psn suwoh balek sblum kul 10. mse tu kami xpuas lg jln2! nk snap gmba agy. aisshhh. xpuasssss! then, die marah oww. (marah dlm kurungan.) haha. he got my hand n take me back to the hotel. nk dpendekkan cte, kami pun tdo la mlm tu. hahaha.
i miss that night so much. :(
the next morning, 8 ogos 2009, saturday, mama mmg kne pegi putrajaya. die ktue lwtn g floria tu. hee. so, mama bwk ami sme2 g putrajaya dri kl. smbg2 nyanyi2 dlm kete. it was fun kan syg? da smpai putrajaya, jln2 kat floria. g tgk bunge. cantek! tp for me its quite boring sbb bknnye ske sgt bunge. except rose! ewahh. haha. jln2 kt ctue n i got the chance to see dr mahathir there. mama ape lg, bunge orkid laaa die. xabeh2! hee. dun wori! ade gmba jap agy. hehe. lps g floria, trus ke alamanda. nk rse lak date kat tmpat die. *arghh! sekse! sumenye trbts.* tp kteorg pegi karoeke! best! ami vs. fara! sore korang sdp laa! silah dok je bole la dga jew korang nynyi. heee. ina tmn mama g jln2. hehe. i remember that song u sang to me honey, 'i dont want to miss a thing'. kua dri karoeke, g cari mama, jln2 ngan die. beli kasot la beg la. heee. fara ina, jgn ilank kn beg tu k? tu proof kte tige! hihi. iloveyou babes. aiskrim famous amos kat alamanda siyes xsdp! rugi gle bli. tp ade org tuu xmalu oh abeskan silah pnye. ehem2. hehe. nnty silah blanje aiskrim lg k?
balek je dri alamanda, straight pegi UNITEN. aduhh! jmpe mama ami! aishh. cuak la gak. tp ble da jmpe mama die, i feel so relived. mkn kt gerai mama die. mam soto. sdp! mama die sporting n baek sgt. *tringin nk pnggil mama je. ewah!* hahaha. kami mkn2 n smbg2 kt ctue. wonderful! xbole lupe smpai ble2! mama, tenkiu ek sbb bwk silah jmpe mak die. iloveyou lah mama! due2 mama! hehe. tnggal kan ami kt ctue, nk balek kl balek. die bg spu tgn die! tenkiuu! i cried tau mlm tu. tp ble pk, esk akn jmpe lg. heee. mlm tu abg dtg, die bwk g jln kat mid valley n the gardens. shopping heavens. masok the gardens tu. stakat window shopping bole la. nak beli kt ctue mmg mmpos. haha.
psttt, yr eyes alike yr mum's eyes la darling :D
next day, 9 ogos 2009, sunday, pg2 lg da bgon! siap2. smgt ohh! kms beg nk balek ipoh. n trus chekout. mandy n siap2 sume, then gerak pegi sunway pyramid. die da tnggu dri pg! im so sorry! smpai sunway kul 2 cmtu. kne balek kul 3. alahaii! sejam je jmpe die. eish! sedehhh! ina g jmpe asma. kwn die. fara tmn ina. n im with him. im sorry, i cried when u r with me hri tu. xthn la sbb sdey sgt2. i do cried, tp u xnmpk rite. hehe. bla bla bla bla. dpndekkan cte. da nk balek. hmm. sdey rse nye nk tnggalkn kl. but i have to. ;(
nnty kte jmpe lg k! silah nk blaja msk dri mak ami! hehe. klo ade rezeki, insyaAllah kte akn jmpe. dun stress out yea.
i always be there fr u no matter how far we r!
i miss you a lot! baby i love you <3
Friday, May 22, 2009
lovelife?
finally! alhamdulillah, dpt jgk! yey! eytt, org putrajaya, u r among the best! u colour my life! hehe. sbb dpt youu lah, i bole lupekn org tu! tau kan. hepi sgt rsenye. heee.
its you yg i carik, its you yg i syg, its you yg i nak, its you yg i nk knl sgt, its you yg i nk ckp ILOVEYOU. hehe. eytt, ingt, u brtuah ohh! jge i baek2 eaa manisss!
yes, u r my everything, my sunshine, my mr right, my honey n my only, muhd najmi b jasni. <33
psttt, lgu tu! westlife, swear it all over again. addicted dh dgn lgu tu. hehehe. :P
its you yg i carik, its you yg i syg, its you yg i nak, its you yg i nk knl sgt, its you yg i nk ckp ILOVEYOU. hehe. eytt, ingt, u brtuah ohh! jge i baek2 eaa manisss!
yes, u r my everything, my sunshine, my mr right, my honey n my only, muhd najmi b jasni. <33
psttt, lgu tu! westlife, swear it all over again. addicted dh dgn lgu tu. hehehe. :P
exam! grrr.
masok mnggu nih da masok mnggu due exam! aaaa, bnci, tensyen, stress. sume ade! naek f4 je mcm sumenye serabot! dh la sume paper susah gila nk maty. erghh. tmbh2 lg paper add math. kompem dpt A1 ++ oh. terujaa dgn soklan nya. smpai speechless aku wo! hahaha. xtau la cmne result nnty! msty terok! hah, pedulik ape aku. haha. overall, this week sumenye paper 2. mmg susahhhhh sgt2. another week to go! go go! then cuty skola! yeahh! best gilaa cuty! lepak lepak! rinduuu lah, dh lme xhang out. shopping! muvies! bowling! games! photo booth! ah, rindu sume tu!
dh dh, stop brgn. ade lg 9 paper lg blom slesai ni. hishh. menyemak pale otak! huu.
kering idea sbb tgh feeling lyn msg msg msg msg. ahha! cintaaa, rindu. heeee.
limalimakosongsembilan <3
gerak dulu, byeee. :)
dh dh, stop brgn. ade lg 9 paper lg blom slesai ni. hishh. menyemak pale otak! huu.
kering idea sbb tgh feeling lyn msg msg msg msg. ahha! cintaaa, rindu. heeee.
limalimakosongsembilan <3
gerak dulu, byeee. :)
Thursday, April 30, 2009
inside of me.
mood ; sad, frustrated, crying
PROBLEMS.
ape yg membawe kpd mslh? sesungguhnye, STRESS akn dtg. i dont know, since i lost you, it seems like i had lost everything. hampir2 nk give up. tp ni lah hidup, kne redha xkire ape yg trjd.
lately ni, bnyk sgt mslh kne handle. tu la ini la. kuatkah aku?
what do you feel of having someone you love n suddenly he or she doesnt care about you. n turn you down. ni lah ayt yg slalu brmaen dlm pkrn, "aku dh sacrifice mcm2 demi kau. aku rele tlg kau ble ade pape. aku korban mase aku untk kau. tp kau xpenah hrgai, xpenah nk ltkkan diri kau dlm diri aku." (im referring to anybody yg penah wt slh dgn aku, yg aku xpenah nyatekn isi hati aku, yg aku xpenah ckp aku benci die wlopun die wt aku mcm2.) sape? klo trase.. xyah la bce bnde ni okay. xyah care bout me. aku dh xkesah ape yg kau nk wt. i hav to say this. aku sedih sgt. saket aty sgt. rse cm sparuh gile dh. asek mslh je yg dtg. kdg2 aku pk, sume mslh yg ade ni, mungkin xkn penah slesai. *jannah, i need you.* sume hilang, sume dh xde meaning. sume trbelit2. aku dh rse cm xsanggup dh nk face bnde2 ni sume.
family, please faham ciah. please guide ciah. please support ciah. jgn lah gaduh lg. ciah dh xde sape2 nk ngadu. mama, im sorry i behave like this before. *i know, u will read my blog* mama, i didnt meant not to care bout you, but the problems im having, its pushing me down n its burden me so much smpaikan dgn mama, ciah abaikan. im so sorry bout this. i love you n sume family kite. ciah mntk maaf, ciah slalu mengasingkan diri. its just that, i feel so lost. so so lost. i have no one. no one. im so sorry. ILOVEYOU.
bestfriends, ina fara, korang, jgn la wt silah cmni. silah bwt ni sume untk kebaikan korang. silah xhlg korang nk dgn sape pun. tlg fhm, silah syg korang. silah xnk kamu, fara, disakiti oleh die. kte bkn jeles. sme skali x. kte xsnggup tgk kmu jd mcm kte. kte syg kmu fara. korang, pls, silah mntk tlg, silah xde sape2 nk hrpkn. silah hrpkn korang. pls sgt, ape rse korang, klo korang ade mslh mcm silah hri ni, silah nanges, xde sape yg pduli, silah xdtg skola, korang wt bodo je. xtnye pun nape. nk jgk tnggu silah call. silah ade mslh, korang tmbh2 lg. silah cume xnk say out je bnde2 cmni, tp xboleh. korang nk silah xde ke? nak silah pndh dri skola tu? fara, ina, lately ni kan, kte sume ade mslh, n sume mslh tu sume nye libatkn lelaki kan? kte kn dh bncg mne yg trbaek, ikut je ape yg dh diputuskan, jgn break the rule. *fara, u turn me so down. i never tell sumone n mad to sumone like that before , i still love you* yg pnting, kte study same2. jgn biakan bnde2 cmni mengganggu. silah xsuke. silah syg korang. syg sgt. tu sbb silah mntk tlg sgt. be there for me.
silah xkesah, syg silah kat korang tetap akn ade. sampai mati silah syg korang.
betape saketnye ble gaduh dgn bestfriend n family dlm mse yg same. dh la xsehat. no one knows, no one cares.
yg laen, PRIVACY.
sape2 yg bace bnde ni, jgn tanye pape. setakat tau, sudah.
sesungguhnya, aku tetap redha dgn ape yg trjd. forgive me for what i've done.
PROBLEMS.
ape yg membawe kpd mslh? sesungguhnye, STRESS akn dtg. i dont know, since i lost you, it seems like i had lost everything. hampir2 nk give up. tp ni lah hidup, kne redha xkire ape yg trjd.
lately ni, bnyk sgt mslh kne handle. tu la ini la. kuatkah aku?
what do you feel of having someone you love n suddenly he or she doesnt care about you. n turn you down. ni lah ayt yg slalu brmaen dlm pkrn, "aku dh sacrifice mcm2 demi kau. aku rele tlg kau ble ade pape. aku korban mase aku untk kau. tp kau xpenah hrgai, xpenah nk ltkkan diri kau dlm diri aku." (im referring to anybody yg penah wt slh dgn aku, yg aku xpenah nyatekn isi hati aku, yg aku xpenah ckp aku benci die wlopun die wt aku mcm2.) sape? klo trase.. xyah la bce bnde ni okay. xyah care bout me. aku dh xkesah ape yg kau nk wt. i hav to say this. aku sedih sgt. saket aty sgt. rse cm sparuh gile dh. asek mslh je yg dtg. kdg2 aku pk, sume mslh yg ade ni, mungkin xkn penah slesai. *jannah, i need you.* sume hilang, sume dh xde meaning. sume trbelit2. aku dh rse cm xsanggup dh nk face bnde2 ni sume.
family, please faham ciah. please guide ciah. please support ciah. jgn lah gaduh lg. ciah dh xde sape2 nk ngadu. mama, im sorry i behave like this before. *i know, u will read my blog* mama, i didnt meant not to care bout you, but the problems im having, its pushing me down n its burden me so much smpaikan dgn mama, ciah abaikan. im so sorry bout this. i love you n sume family kite. ciah mntk maaf, ciah slalu mengasingkan diri. its just that, i feel so lost. so so lost. i have no one. no one. im so sorry. ILOVEYOU.
bestfriends, ina fara, korang, jgn la wt silah cmni. silah bwt ni sume untk kebaikan korang. silah xhlg korang nk dgn sape pun. tlg fhm, silah syg korang. silah xnk kamu, fara, disakiti oleh die. kte bkn jeles. sme skali x. kte xsnggup tgk kmu jd mcm kte. kte syg kmu fara. korang, pls, silah mntk tlg, silah xde sape2 nk hrpkn. silah hrpkn korang. pls sgt, ape rse korang, klo korang ade mslh mcm silah hri ni, silah nanges, xde sape yg pduli, silah xdtg skola, korang wt bodo je. xtnye pun nape. nk jgk tnggu silah call. silah ade mslh, korang tmbh2 lg. silah cume xnk say out je bnde2 cmni, tp xboleh. korang nk silah xde ke? nak silah pndh dri skola tu? fara, ina, lately ni kan, kte sume ade mslh, n sume mslh tu sume nye libatkn lelaki kan? kte kn dh bncg mne yg trbaek, ikut je ape yg dh diputuskan, jgn break the rule. *fara, u turn me so down. i never tell sumone n mad to sumone like that before , i still love you* yg pnting, kte study same2. jgn biakan bnde2 cmni mengganggu. silah xsuke. silah syg korang. syg sgt. tu sbb silah mntk tlg sgt. be there for me.
silah xkesah, syg silah kat korang tetap akn ade. sampai mati silah syg korang.
betape saketnye ble gaduh dgn bestfriend n family dlm mse yg same. dh la xsehat. no one knows, no one cares.
yg laen, PRIVACY.
sape2 yg bace bnde ni, jgn tanye pape. setakat tau, sudah.
sesungguhnya, aku tetap redha dgn ape yg trjd. forgive me for what i've done.
Saturday, April 18, 2009
H A C K S
saje saje nk tulih blog ni. actually, ina yg bwk idea ni. bley silah story psl hacks ni yeaa syg? heee.
HACKS
definition, mengikut kamus aku yg berbau kek ni, die tulihh,
1. a person doing routine work
2. cut, chop or hit roughly
3. gain unauthorized access to computer files
* terskemaa. haha.
HACKS
juge mksud die, cokelat hacks. tau kan? yg ade perise madu n limau dengan vitamin c. haha. :D
HACKS
bg aku n kwn2 yg tau, hacks ni mksudnye..
a short form for, HANYA AKU CINTA KAU SORANG.
weee.
sape yg dpt hacks ni, hati2 la, mungkin ade makne lain di sebalinye. haha.
bdk klang ah yg bwk bnde2 cmni. sblum ni aku xrealise pon. haha. thnx ina. mle2 klaka je dga, tp lame2 tu comey la plak. heheh.
lps ni, sape ade pakwe makwe tu, bg hacks ni je. save bajet weh! murah kan? xpayah arr beli cadbury ke ape. bg je hacks bnyk2, pstu tulis kt stu ketas.. HACKS-HANYA AKU CINTA KAU SORANG! ha! sure cair laa! klo kne aku pun, aku cair! haha. u make my heart melt. (dlm ym tuu!). aww, touched. hahah.
dah dah, stop mrepek!
aku tertunggu tunggu hacks ni. sape la agaknye yg nk bg. haha. mimpi bley ahhh.
xmungkin jd realiti. :(
xpe ahh, aku xnk bg kt kau hacks ni, tp aku nk ckp kat kau.
hanya aku cinta kau sorang.
hahaha. :P
HACKS
definition, mengikut kamus aku yg berbau kek ni, die tulihh,
1. a person doing routine work
2. cut, chop or hit roughly
3. gain unauthorized access to computer files
* terskemaa. haha.
HACKS
juge mksud die, cokelat hacks. tau kan? yg ade perise madu n limau dengan vitamin c. haha. :D
HACKS
bg aku n kwn2 yg tau, hacks ni mksudnye..
a short form for, HANYA AKU CINTA KAU SORANG.
weee.
sape yg dpt hacks ni, hati2 la, mungkin ade makne lain di sebalinye. haha.
bdk klang ah yg bwk bnde2 cmni. sblum ni aku xrealise pon. haha. thnx ina. mle2 klaka je dga, tp lame2 tu comey la plak. heheh.
lps ni, sape ade pakwe makwe tu, bg hacks ni je. save bajet weh! murah kan? xpayah arr beli cadbury ke ape. bg je hacks bnyk2, pstu tulis kt stu ketas.. HACKS-HANYA AKU CINTA KAU SORANG! ha! sure cair laa! klo kne aku pun, aku cair! haha. u make my heart melt. (dlm ym tuu!). aww, touched. hahah.
dah dah, stop mrepek!
aku tertunggu tunggu hacks ni. sape la agaknye yg nk bg. haha. mimpi bley ahhh.
xmungkin jd realiti. :(
xpe ahh, aku xnk bg kt kau hacks ni, tp aku nk ckp kat kau.
hanya aku cinta kau sorang.
hahaha. :P
Friday, April 17, 2009
saturday, 11th april 2009
actually today hri skola. sbb ganti hari raye nnti. tp rmai gile yg plan nk ponteng. trmasok aku. haha. ade stgh tu ckp, 'aku bdk baek, aku nk pegi skola, tp nk balek wktu rehat, aku nk fly.' dari situ, idea yg sgt bernas timbul! ahaha. sblum tau hari ni ade skola, aku, fara, ina n yasy plan nk g tgk wyg cite fast n furious 4. fara ahh! nk sgt tgk cite tu. xnyempat2 ah kau. bluerkk. tgk kat web TGV, cite ni plg awl start kul 11, n kul 1.45, 4.10 n so on. nk amek kul 11, mse tu skola lg. haha. pstu nk amek tiket kul 1.45 xbley jugak, sbb skola abes kul 1.50. aduyaii. susah! klo amek kul 4.10, msty cite tu abeh lmbt. erghh, pusing pusing. :D
sudahnye, berbalek kpd idea bernas td, aku pun balek la slps rht. pduli ape. haha. dh la hri tu ade BM. erghh, boring thp sepenuh gile dahh. haha. so, ade alsn munasabah untk skip class. haha. mama pun tau how boringg nye kls bm tu, yeyy! backup. haha. aku pon balek umah laa. nk jadik kan cite, fara xdtg plak hri tu. aduhh. kate je nk dtg, tp hampeh. haha. ina plak, xdpt pegi. abg yg amek aku kt skola pstu tros pegi jj nk beli tiket.
so, pegi la beli tiket kul 1.45-fast n furios 4 (18pl). pduli ape 18 ke ape. haha. mse beli tiket tu, org tu mntk ic. ayokk. cuak la sket enn. tp naseb baek abg cover, mse aku beli tiket tu, aku ckp, aku belikan tiket nih untk abg aku. hahah. jht kan? :p
nih tiket clah n fara. lg satu, abg amek ekk tiket nih?
ne be maen. hehe :D
aku n fara pegi jj skali dlm kul 1 cmtu. mse tu xde lah rmai sgt. tnggu yasy plak. die smpai lmbt! dh sparoh popcorn abeh. haha. g la masok cte tu. wahh! best gile ah cite tuu. kete die lawa! bak kate fara, hot setafff. bnykkk. hahaha. overal, mmg gempak ah cite f&f 4 nih. klo ade 5 pnye, sure nk tgk lg! hehe.
then kami pegi mkn kt black canyon. heee. best2, mmg mse tu kelaparan, sume yg hidang, sume abeh, kecuali eskrem strawberry. haaaaihh. rugi btol! sbb dh kenyang sgt. pstu kte g mne lg ek? pstu pegi kdai cd, tuka cd abg. pstu jln jln jln jln. hee. agk ramai ah org wktu nih.
then, ade org tuu blanje! bnyk oh dwet die. haha. abg, tenkiu bg gelang tu aw n tenkiu jgk sbb tlg pakaikan. hehe. yeyy! abg complete adk pnye wish list! ingt jugak ekk die kt adik. ngee. gelang tu comel! thnx gilee! <33
balek tu, tngkp gmba time! hahah. best ahh! ni antare gmba2 nye. heee. comey la :D
yasy n fara, tengss gile ek sbb temankan. n tgk wyg same2! best! nnty kte g same2 lg aw. hehe. syg korang! :P
LOVEloveLOVEloveLOVE.
muah muah!
pstt, sorry kak aman bout dat day. nnty kte kuar same2 ehh.
sudahnye, berbalek kpd idea bernas td, aku pun balek la slps rht. pduli ape. haha. dh la hri tu ade BM. erghh, boring thp sepenuh gile dahh. haha. so, ade alsn munasabah untk skip class. haha. mama pun tau how boringg nye kls bm tu, yeyy! backup. haha. aku pon balek umah laa. nk jadik kan cite, fara xdtg plak hri tu. aduhh. kate je nk dtg, tp hampeh. haha. ina plak, xdpt pegi. abg yg amek aku kt skola pstu tros pegi jj nk beli tiket.
so, pegi la beli tiket kul 1.45-fast n furios 4 (18pl). pduli ape 18 ke ape. haha. mse beli tiket tu, org tu mntk ic. ayokk. cuak la sket enn. tp naseb baek abg cover, mse aku beli tiket tu, aku ckp, aku belikan tiket nih untk abg aku. hahah. jht kan? :p
ne be maen. hehe :D
aku n fara pegi jj skali dlm kul 1 cmtu. mse tu xde lah rmai sgt. tnggu yasy plak. die smpai lmbt! dh sparoh popcorn abeh. haha. g la masok cte tu. wahh! best gile ah cite tuu. kete die lawa! bak kate fara, hot setafff. bnykkk. hahaha. overal, mmg gempak ah cite f&f 4 nih. klo ade 5 pnye, sure nk tgk lg! hehe.
then kami pegi mkn kt black canyon. heee. best2, mmg mse tu kelaparan, sume yg hidang, sume abeh, kecuali eskrem strawberry. haaaaihh. rugi btol! sbb dh kenyang sgt. pstu kte g mne lg ek? pstu pegi kdai cd, tuka cd abg. pstu jln jln jln jln. hee. agk ramai ah org wktu nih.
then, ade org tuu blanje! bnyk oh dwet die. haha. abg, tenkiu bg gelang tu aw n tenkiu jgk sbb tlg pakaikan. hehe. yeyy! abg complete adk pnye wish list! ingt jugak ekk die kt adik. ngee. gelang tu comel! thnx gilee! <33
balek tu, tngkp gmba time! hahah. best ahh! ni antare gmba2 nye. heee. comey la :D
yasy n fara, tengss gile ek sbb temankan. n tgk wyg same2! best! nnty kte g same2 lg aw. hehe. syg korang! :P
LOVEloveLOVEloveLOVE.
muah muah!
pstt, sorry kak aman bout dat day. nnty kte kuar same2 ehh.
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Birthday? PART 3
sambung cite bday. tp kali nih psl surprise party plak. hee.
okay okay, here goes!
ya ampun, mase nih, malu gile! terkejot berok tau x. haha. fara, kau mmg, bley jd birthday planner lps ni. ble ingt2 balek.. best jugak wktu tu. sweet sgt! mmg smpai ble2 laa xdpt lupe. ngee. ctenye cmni, hari slps bday aku, (13 mac, jumaat) mse tu, fara ajk pegi jusco. die ckp sje je nk hangout dgn aku. pastu, ina pun nk ikot skali, tp tbe2 plak die xjd pegi, katenye die xde transport. hurmm, mse tu agk down ahh, sbb die xikot skali. due org je jln2 kt jj tu. bkn ade pape pun. jln jee. jln xde motif dgn fara skali. haha. aku n die pegi jj dlm kul 1 lbeh cmtu. yelahh, mse tu kan sume org smyg jumaat, mne xnyee, jj tu lengang! sng nk jln. hee.
fara ajk pegi sne laa sini laa, aku ikot je. xde plan pun nk beli ape. tujuannye cume nk teman die jln2. tp sblum pegi tu, die ade ckp, 'weh silah, pkai bju lawa2, bg selawa lawa nye tau'. haha. klaka pun ade ble ingt balek cmne fara ckp. bersunggoh2 gile. haha. so, i decided nk pkai bju putih one string n overcoat vanilla kat luar together with black slack. hurmm. pstu, dkt2 kul 2 lebeh cmtu, die asek msj je, ala, tu yg xbest tu, aku ni tnggl la sorang2. ckp pon sorang2. haha.
then, aku nk pegi bwh, sje2 je kan nk jln bwh, tp fara xbg. haihh, pelik gle! ape ke halnye ni plak. aduyaii. aku ni pnye laa bosannye, jln je kat ats. pstu die kate, 'eh silah, jum duduk jap'. ha yelah, aku ngan die pun duduk laa dpn memory lane. menong2. :p
pstu die kate, 'ha! jum kte trun bwh.' on the way nk turun bwh, die kate plak, 'ehh silah, kte lalu dpn padini ek'. aku ni pon ikot jelaa. mcm lembu dh kene ikat kt idong die. haha. aku blur gle wktu tu. lnsung xtrpikir what happens next.
suddenly, kat dpn padini tu........
mule2 ina dtg, ckp, 'hye silah! ina tbe2 dpt dtg plak sbb ade transport'.
then i said, ' ha? ina naek dgn sape?'
ina senyum jee. smpai ke tlinge die senyum. aku ni, tercengang2 laa kat situ.
akak aman pun ade. ikot senyum skali.
afdal pun ade wktu tu.
tbe2, yasy dtg ckp, 'hye silah'.
aduyaii, im so shocked smpai xbrnafas kejap. and and, im speechless too. haha.
rse nk jerit!!
aku tros pegi kat fara.
'faarraaaaa! tenkiu sgt2! eeeeeee! npe xgtau, klo x, kte nk lawa2 lg dri skrg ni! hahah. npe xckp die ade!! arhhh. thnx sgttttttttt2.'
aku pon ape lg, tros pukul die! haha. pdn mke. :P
mse ni xingt alam ahh. hepi bagai nk rak. haha.
dh la same plak tu! xplan pun okayy. aaa, best sgt!!! xbleh lebih2 kt sini. i know you will read this. hihi. tp i xkesah. sume org tau yg i syg u. haha. tgk tgk, asilah dh xmalu dahhh. ahaha. ngeee.
then, kami trun bwh, pegi mkn pizza. borak2 kat ctue. brgamba laa, ape lg! itu lumrah! haha.
abg yasy bgun, die ckp die nk amek bnde dlm kete. pstu kak aman pun bgun, die kate nk pegi somewhere. ngehh, gimik je lebeh ahh kome ni. hehe. ble sume dh ade kt meje tu, kak aman bg cake secret recipe. ( RASPBERRY kot eh?) FEVERET tu tau kak uii. haha. tp die kate, bkn akk yg pilih. hah? sape plak ni. udah udah, suspens. smpai sudah sume xnk ngaku sape yg pilih flavour tu. xkire la sape, janji tau feveret aku. aiseh, still xpuas aty tau x! sape ni. kiss karang. hahaha. :P
pstu kami naek ats, g maen game! best gilaa. fara sure nk maen kete pnye. same goes to me! deme ade yg maen tembak2 tuu. pstu yg lwn2 tu. haha. ina yg xtau maen tembak2 tu, tros power maen. caya lahh! kak aman memang, die mmg sgt laa arif klo bab2 maen bunoh2 org tu. haha. yg xthn nye, afdal n yasy maen game lembu. btol ke lembu ek abg? lantak la, haha. klaka gle! ade org tu saket blakang tp maen jugak. lme la jgk. aku trcegat laa kt tepi, gelak smpai nk saket prot. hahah! mmg xbleh lpe la yg tu. pstu, fara ahh. die suroh maen game yg nari2 tu. haha. kak aman mule2 semangat nk maen tp dh mule segan kan kak? sbb ade due org tu. btol? haha. last last, yasy dgn afdal yg maen bnde tu. tp rugi je. bkn bwt btol2. haha. ade lg tau video korang dlm camera silah. haha.
ckp psl camera. ingt plak ble rmai2 masok booth gmba tu. ngeee. bestnye lah. thnx sgt tau. bnde tu mhl la. yg silah ni, kuar 2ringgit je. yg lebehnye, korang yg byrkn. tenkiu so much. mcm2 aksi ade. haha. gmba tu silah ltk dlm wallet tau. ble bukak je msty tgk gmba tu lame2! hehe. sume comel2 hri tu! heee. i love you lah sume syg syg ku. :D
ni antare gmba2 nye yg tngkp gne camera sndri. ade bnyk lg actually. ni yg smpt ltk. :)
thank you so much! <33>
1) the surprise party planner, miss fara.
2) my gorgeous, miss adlina.
3) my manis, mr ahmad yasyri.
4) my honey, miss amanina
5) my buletin utama, mr afdhaluddin.
6) my besties, miss nadia.
(kite, silah, adik) SAYANG (kmu, abg, akk)
psttt, i adore you lahh hari tu. :D
mmg best gila! smpai ble2 pun xdpt lupe.
LOVE LOVE! muah muah! <33>
hubungan kite kekal smpai bile2! promise :)
fullstop.
okay okay, here goes!
ya ampun, mase nih, malu gile! terkejot berok tau x. haha. fara, kau mmg, bley jd birthday planner lps ni. ble ingt2 balek.. best jugak wktu tu. sweet sgt! mmg smpai ble2 laa xdpt lupe. ngee. ctenye cmni, hari slps bday aku, (13 mac, jumaat) mse tu, fara ajk pegi jusco. die ckp sje je nk hangout dgn aku. pastu, ina pun nk ikot skali, tp tbe2 plak die xjd pegi, katenye die xde transport. hurmm, mse tu agk down ahh, sbb die xikot skali. due org je jln2 kt jj tu. bkn ade pape pun. jln jee. jln xde motif dgn fara skali. haha. aku n die pegi jj dlm kul 1 lbeh cmtu. yelahh, mse tu kan sume org smyg jumaat, mne xnyee, jj tu lengang! sng nk jln. hee.
fara ajk pegi sne laa sini laa, aku ikot je. xde plan pun nk beli ape. tujuannye cume nk teman die jln2. tp sblum pegi tu, die ade ckp, 'weh silah, pkai bju lawa2, bg selawa lawa nye tau'. haha. klaka pun ade ble ingt balek cmne fara ckp. bersunggoh2 gile. haha. so, i decided nk pkai bju putih one string n overcoat vanilla kat luar together with black slack. hurmm. pstu, dkt2 kul 2 lebeh cmtu, die asek msj je, ala, tu yg xbest tu, aku ni tnggl la sorang2. ckp pon sorang2. haha.
then, aku nk pegi bwh, sje2 je kan nk jln bwh, tp fara xbg. haihh, pelik gle! ape ke halnye ni plak. aduyaii. aku ni pnye laa bosannye, jln je kat ats. pstu die kate, 'eh silah, jum duduk jap'. ha yelah, aku ngan die pun duduk laa dpn memory lane. menong2. :p
pstu die kate, 'ha! jum kte trun bwh.' on the way nk turun bwh, die kate plak, 'ehh silah, kte lalu dpn padini ek'. aku ni pon ikot jelaa. mcm lembu dh kene ikat kt idong die. haha. aku blur gle wktu tu. lnsung xtrpikir what happens next.
suddenly, kat dpn padini tu........
mule2 ina dtg, ckp, 'hye silah! ina tbe2 dpt dtg plak sbb ade transport'.
then i said, ' ha? ina naek dgn sape?'
ina senyum jee. smpai ke tlinge die senyum. aku ni, tercengang2 laa kat situ.
akak aman pun ade. ikot senyum skali.
afdal pun ade wktu tu.
tbe2, yasy dtg ckp, 'hye silah'.
aduyaii, im so shocked smpai xbrnafas kejap. and and, im speechless too. haha.
rse nk jerit!!
aku tros pegi kat fara.
'faarraaaaa! tenkiu sgt2! eeeeeee! npe xgtau, klo x, kte nk lawa2 lg dri skrg ni! hahah. npe xckp die ade!! arhhh. thnx sgttttttttt2.'
aku pon ape lg, tros pukul die! haha. pdn mke. :P
mse ni xingt alam ahh. hepi bagai nk rak. haha.
dh la same plak tu! xplan pun okayy. aaa, best sgt!!! xbleh lebih2 kt sini. i know you will read this. hihi. tp i xkesah. sume org tau yg i syg u. haha. tgk tgk, asilah dh xmalu dahhh. ahaha. ngeee.
then, kami trun bwh, pegi mkn pizza. borak2 kat ctue. brgamba laa, ape lg! itu lumrah! haha.
abg yasy bgun, die ckp die nk amek bnde dlm kete. pstu kak aman pun bgun, die kate nk pegi somewhere. ngehh, gimik je lebeh ahh kome ni. hehe. ble sume dh ade kt meje tu, kak aman bg cake secret recipe. ( RASPBERRY kot eh?) FEVERET tu tau kak uii. haha. tp die kate, bkn akk yg pilih. hah? sape plak ni. udah udah, suspens. smpai sudah sume xnk ngaku sape yg pilih flavour tu. xkire la sape, janji tau feveret aku. aiseh, still xpuas aty tau x! sape ni. kiss karang. hahaha. :P
pstu kami naek ats, g maen game! best gilaa. fara sure nk maen kete pnye. same goes to me! deme ade yg maen tembak2 tuu. pstu yg lwn2 tu. haha. ina yg xtau maen tembak2 tu, tros power maen. caya lahh! kak aman memang, die mmg sgt laa arif klo bab2 maen bunoh2 org tu. haha. yg xthn nye, afdal n yasy maen game lembu. btol ke lembu ek abg? lantak la, haha. klaka gle! ade org tu saket blakang tp maen jugak. lme la jgk. aku trcegat laa kt tepi, gelak smpai nk saket prot. hahah! mmg xbleh lpe la yg tu. pstu, fara ahh. die suroh maen game yg nari2 tu. haha. kak aman mule2 semangat nk maen tp dh mule segan kan kak? sbb ade due org tu. btol? haha. last last, yasy dgn afdal yg maen bnde tu. tp rugi je. bkn bwt btol2. haha. ade lg tau video korang dlm camera silah. haha.
ckp psl camera. ingt plak ble rmai2 masok booth gmba tu. ngeee. bestnye lah. thnx sgt tau. bnde tu mhl la. yg silah ni, kuar 2ringgit je. yg lebehnye, korang yg byrkn. tenkiu so much. mcm2 aksi ade. haha. gmba tu silah ltk dlm wallet tau. ble bukak je msty tgk gmba tu lame2! hehe. sume comel2 hri tu! heee. i love you lah sume syg syg ku. :D
ni antare gmba2 nye yg tngkp gne camera sndri. ade bnyk lg actually. ni yg smpt ltk. :)
thank you so much! <33>
1) the surprise party planner, miss fara.
2) my gorgeous, miss adlina.
3) my manis, mr ahmad yasyri.
4) my honey, miss amanina
5) my buletin utama, mr afdhaluddin.
6) my besties, miss nadia.
(kite, silah, adik) SAYANG (kmu, abg, akk)
psttt, i adore you lahh hari tu. :D
mmg best gila! smpai ble2 pun xdpt lupe.
LOVE LOVE! muah muah! <33>
hubungan kite kekal smpai bile2! promise :)
fullstop.
Friday, April 3, 2009
Birthday? PART 2
malam 11 mac 2009. 12 mac la kan? haha.
wahh, incoming mesej sesaje. aku mse tu tgh study add math tau x. brasap dahh mlm tu! haha. antare msj2 nye or wish2 nye...spot yours if exist here :)
1) fara 'aqilah (8.10 malam, mse kite kuar mkn same2 dgn mama n ayh kat pizza hut) silah, happy birthday. kmu dah tuaa! kte mude lg. haha. happy2 slalu n jgn kapel! setia wlopun die xsetia. hahah.
2) mama syg, norhamar ayub (10.00 malam) anak mama, ciah, blaja rajen2 ok. awk tu nk spm nex year. focus tau! happy bday! mama doakan ank mama brjaye n sntiase dmrhkn rezeki. silah, jgn pikir ...... sgt k. i know, u love him so much. n i know how hard for you to accept it. because i know u very very well, i've met him n mama suke die just like the way he is n mama dah anggap die mcm ank mama n mcm family kte sndiri. but im so down ble dpt tau ciah dgn die dh break. im so frustated. tp nk wt cmne kan. ciah syg, show him what u got n show the world who u really are. im proud to have u. (dlm bisikan- ciah, kalau jodoh xkemane.) i'll pray for you.
asilah, i love you my daughter. (dpt kisss!) :D errr, smpai skang, aku xphm n xdpt tngkp apelaa yg mama bisik tu. haiyaaa.
3) ayah syg, ahmad shafee (10.30 malam) silah, selamt hri jadi yg ke 16. ayh akn sntiase doakan ciah brjaye dlm hidup n sntiase beriman kepadaNya. happy bday! (dpt kissss jugak) heheh :P
4) fatin fatini (oo.oo malam) heppy berfday silah sygs! m0ge pnjang um0 n murh rezeki. Sye syg anda! p/s=silah suda tue! yey..
5) akak syg, kak amanina (00.04 malam) Adk! happy sweet 6teen my dear lil sis. Akk doakn semoga panjang umur dan brjaya dlm idup ok. I love u! =)
pagi 12 mac 2009
pagi2 lg dh kene serang dek adk angkat aku yg comel.
1)'akak akak silahhh, happy bday! adk dh trtido la mlm td. sorry tau. ni hadiah untk akk. hope akk suke lah ekk. happy birthday akk!
2) adlina. silah silahhhh! hepy bday! ina syg silah. hihi.
....MAC TEST....SPM RESULT KUAR...
last day test mse tu. habis je test tu.
3) CLASSMATE (4SCIENCE1) sume nyanyi lgu bday. bangge sket. haha. dah la kuat! ee korang ni. malu tau x. haha! btw, thnx u so much! ILOVEYOUGUYS. fashihah, nad, sharmin, farehah, amirah, iza dan ramai lg. heee.
LPS HABIS TEST. CURI2 KUAR.
masok koop.
1) abg syg, ahmad yasyri (10.02 pagi) silah silah, sini jap. happy bday yg ke 16 thun. sweet 6teen! smoge adek dpnjgkn umo.
2) afdal (10 lbeh pagi) silah! happy bday ok!
BALEK SKOLA
1) darshana. asilah, happy bday syg!
2) boss kuu, kak fadhilah :p, happy birthday asilah.
ptg - mlm 12 mac 2009
fara n ina ajk g kopitiam. sje smbg2 n lepak sne jap. best! thnx aw! ILOVEYOU SOOOO MUCH!
incoming msj!
1) fathin nabila (06.11 ptg), epi befday asilah!! h0pe ko lg epi,lg c0mey n seyhat slalu. aku syg ko!
2) bakal kakak ipar(hehe), kak sathdieyatun. (10.51 mlm) we r all driving in our own street called life and im so glad that in one of the intersections i met a nice person like u!!! hepy birthday adik silah!
3) syuhadah syahirah (2.39 ptg). hepy bufday! smoge dpnjgkan umo dan dmrhkn rzki.
4) aqila form 3 (3.40 ptg). kak clah, hepy bfdy yg k-16! sory td xwish, lupe..hehe
5) anie nadhirah (5.02 ptg) hai sayang! happy birthday. iloveyou
6) aunty ancu (6.03 ptg) happy besday 2 u..smoga sht sejahtera n berilmu serta dilindungi Allah slalu..
7) aunty anco (6.29 ptg) happy besday to nurul asilah!
8) asyraf kazen (7.03 ptg) HAPPY BIRTHDAY, mkcik clah. sweet 16 bebeh! grrr, agaga. waaaa, rinduu. c:
9) amir hafiz (10.31 mlm) happy burfday nurul asilah! =) mntk maaf kerana lmbt wish. smoga happy slalu =D
10) qayyum (9.08 mlm) clah, s0e2..epy belated bday..
11) hamizah (11 mlm) asilah, epi belated bufday..sori lmbt wish..mga pjg umr n murah rzeki. hope 2 c u soon. miss u! syg kauu!
incoming call!
1) abg syg, fakhrulradhi (aku xingt la weh kul bpe. haha) adek adek ciah! happy bday! smoge dpt dia balek. haha. yg abg angkt ciah tu kan? abg knl dahh. nnty kirim slm kt bdk cine tu eh? abg og xbtol sket hri ni, tu yg wish lmbt tu. sorry k. nnty abg bwk balek hadiah k! adk adk, dh tuaa! waaa, abg pun lg la tua. haha. happy birthdayyyy sis! .......blablabla....
2) tok n opah. silah cucu tok yg sorang2 nye pompuan ni. manje nye ya Allah, tuhan je yg tau. tok n opah doakan silah sihat. jgn main2 k. focus spm nex year! slmt hri jadi! ni duit hri jd. nnty tok blanje mkn kt pakeeza. (dpt kisss! :D)
3) kazen shah (10.15 mlm). oiiii macik tua! haha. happy birthday yg ke brape ek? shah nyanyok dah. ciah f4 kan? ha! 16 laa. haha. ok ok, happy bday yg ke 16. rajen2 la jenguk shah kat UITM ni okey! hepy bday!
well, tu serbe sdikit yg aku ingt laa. bnyk lg yg wish. ym ade ms pun ade. so, thnx u so much sume! really, ILOVEYOU! nih blom smbg psl hadiah lg. haha. nnty klo aku ade mse lg, aku cte psl hadiah and PARTY orait. lalalala. aku hepi sgt!
secare kesimpulannye, thnx kpd sume yg ingt bday aku nih ekk.
flying kiss! muahhhh muahh untk sume! haha. :P
smbung next post esk! byee <33
wahh, incoming mesej sesaje. aku mse tu tgh study add math tau x. brasap dahh mlm tu! haha. antare msj2 nye or wish2 nye...spot yours if exist here :)
1) fara 'aqilah (8.10 malam, mse kite kuar mkn same2 dgn mama n ayh kat pizza hut) silah, happy birthday. kmu dah tuaa! kte mude lg. haha. happy2 slalu n jgn kapel! setia wlopun die xsetia. hahah.
2) mama syg, norhamar ayub (10.00 malam) anak mama, ciah, blaja rajen2 ok. awk tu nk spm nex year. focus tau! happy bday! mama doakan ank mama brjaye n sntiase dmrhkn rezeki. silah, jgn pikir ...... sgt k. i know, u love him so much. n i know how hard for you to accept it. because i know u very very well, i've met him n mama suke die just like the way he is n mama dah anggap die mcm ank mama n mcm family kte sndiri. but im so down ble dpt tau ciah dgn die dh break. im so frustated. tp nk wt cmne kan. ciah syg, show him what u got n show the world who u really are. im proud to have u. (dlm bisikan- ciah, kalau jodoh xkemane.) i'll pray for you.
asilah, i love you my daughter. (dpt kisss!) :D errr, smpai skang, aku xphm n xdpt tngkp apelaa yg mama bisik tu. haiyaaa.
3) ayah syg, ahmad shafee (10.30 malam) silah, selamt hri jadi yg ke 16. ayh akn sntiase doakan ciah brjaye dlm hidup n sntiase beriman kepadaNya. happy bday! (dpt kissss jugak) heheh :P
4) fatin fatini (oo.oo malam) heppy berfday silah sygs! m0ge pnjang um0 n murh rezeki. Sye syg anda! p/s=silah suda tue! yey..
5) akak syg, kak amanina (00.04 malam) Adk! happy sweet 6teen my dear lil sis. Akk doakn semoga panjang umur dan brjaya dlm idup ok. I love u! =)
pagi 12 mac 2009
pagi2 lg dh kene serang dek adk angkat aku yg comel.
1)'akak akak silahhh, happy bday! adk dh trtido la mlm td. sorry tau. ni hadiah untk akk. hope akk suke lah ekk. happy birthday akk!
2) adlina. silah silahhhh! hepy bday! ina syg silah. hihi.
....MAC TEST....SPM RESULT KUAR...
last day test mse tu. habis je test tu.
3) CLASSMATE (4SCIENCE1) sume nyanyi lgu bday. bangge sket. haha. dah la kuat! ee korang ni. malu tau x. haha! btw, thnx u so much! ILOVEYOUGUYS. fashihah, nad, sharmin, farehah, amirah, iza dan ramai lg. heee.
LPS HABIS TEST. CURI2 KUAR.
masok koop.
1) abg syg, ahmad yasyri (10.02 pagi) silah silah, sini jap. happy bday yg ke 16 thun. sweet 6teen! smoge adek dpnjgkn umo.
2) afdal (10 lbeh pagi) silah! happy bday ok!
BALEK SKOLA
1) darshana. asilah, happy bday syg!
2) boss kuu, kak fadhilah :p, happy birthday asilah.
ptg - mlm 12 mac 2009
fara n ina ajk g kopitiam. sje smbg2 n lepak sne jap. best! thnx aw! ILOVEYOU SOOOO MUCH!
incoming msj!
1) fathin nabila (06.11 ptg), epi befday asilah!! h0pe ko lg epi,lg c0mey n seyhat slalu. aku syg ko!
2) bakal kakak ipar(hehe), kak sathdieyatun. (10.51 mlm) we r all driving in our own street called life and im so glad that in one of the intersections i met a nice person like u!!! hepy birthday adik silah!
3) syuhadah syahirah (2.39 ptg). hepy bufday! smoge dpnjgkan umo dan dmrhkn rzki.
4) aqila form 3 (3.40 ptg). kak clah, hepy bfdy yg k-16! sory td xwish, lupe..hehe
5) anie nadhirah (5.02 ptg) hai sayang! happy birthday. iloveyou
6) aunty ancu (6.03 ptg) happy besday 2 u..smoga sht sejahtera n berilmu serta dilindungi Allah slalu..
7) aunty anco (6.29 ptg) happy besday to nurul asilah!
8) asyraf kazen (7.03 ptg) HAPPY BIRTHDAY, mkcik clah. sweet 16 bebeh! grrr, agaga. waaaa, rinduu. c:
9) amir hafiz (10.31 mlm) happy burfday nurul asilah! =) mntk maaf kerana lmbt wish. smoga happy slalu =D
10) qayyum (9.08 mlm) clah, s0e2..epy belated bday..
11) hamizah (11 mlm) asilah, epi belated bufday..sori lmbt wish..mga pjg umr n murah rzeki. hope 2 c u soon. miss u! syg kauu!
incoming call!
1) abg syg, fakhrulradhi (aku xingt la weh kul bpe. haha) adek adek ciah! happy bday! smoge dpt dia balek. haha. yg abg angkt ciah tu kan? abg knl dahh. nnty kirim slm kt bdk cine tu eh? abg og xbtol sket hri ni, tu yg wish lmbt tu. sorry k. nnty abg bwk balek hadiah k! adk adk, dh tuaa! waaa, abg pun lg la tua. haha. happy birthdayyyy sis! .......blablabla....
2) tok n opah. silah cucu tok yg sorang2 nye pompuan ni. manje nye ya Allah, tuhan je yg tau. tok n opah doakan silah sihat. jgn main2 k. focus spm nex year! slmt hri jadi! ni duit hri jd. nnty tok blanje mkn kt pakeeza. (dpt kisss! :D)
3) kazen shah (10.15 mlm). oiiii macik tua! haha. happy birthday yg ke brape ek? shah nyanyok dah. ciah f4 kan? ha! 16 laa. haha. ok ok, happy bday yg ke 16. rajen2 la jenguk shah kat UITM ni okey! hepy bday!
well, tu serbe sdikit yg aku ingt laa. bnyk lg yg wish. ym ade ms pun ade. so, thnx u so much sume! really, ILOVEYOU! nih blom smbg psl hadiah lg. haha. nnty klo aku ade mse lg, aku cte psl hadiah and PARTY orait. lalalala. aku hepi sgt!
secare kesimpulannye, thnx kpd sume yg ingt bday aku nih ekk.
flying kiss! muahhhh muahh untk sume! haha. :P
smbung next post esk! byee <33
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