mood ; sad, frustrated, crying
PROBLEMS.
ape yg membawe kpd mslh? sesungguhnye, STRESS akn dtg. i dont know, since i lost you, it seems like i had lost everything. hampir2 nk give up. tp ni lah hidup, kne redha xkire ape yg trjd.
lately ni, bnyk sgt mslh kne handle. tu la ini la. kuatkah aku?
what do you feel of having someone you love n suddenly he or she doesnt care about you. n turn you down. ni lah ayt yg slalu brmaen dlm pkrn, "aku dh sacrifice mcm2 demi kau. aku rele tlg kau ble ade pape. aku korban mase aku untk kau. tp kau xpenah hrgai, xpenah nk ltkkan diri kau dlm diri aku." (im referring to anybody yg penah wt slh dgn aku, yg aku xpenah nyatekn isi hati aku, yg aku xpenah ckp aku benci die wlopun die wt aku mcm2.) sape? klo trase.. xyah la bce bnde ni okay. xyah care bout me. aku dh xkesah ape yg kau nk wt. i hav to say this. aku sedih sgt. saket aty sgt. rse cm sparuh gile dh. asek mslh je yg dtg. kdg2 aku pk, sume mslh yg ade ni, mungkin xkn penah slesai. *jannah, i need you.* sume hilang, sume dh xde meaning. sume trbelit2. aku dh rse cm xsanggup dh nk face bnde2 ni sume.
family, please faham ciah. please guide ciah. please support ciah. jgn lah gaduh lg. ciah dh xde sape2 nk ngadu. mama, im sorry i behave like this before. *i know, u will read my blog* mama, i didnt meant not to care bout you, but the problems im having, its pushing me down n its burden me so much smpaikan dgn mama, ciah abaikan. im so sorry bout this. i love you n sume family kite. ciah mntk maaf, ciah slalu mengasingkan diri. its just that, i feel so lost. so so lost. i have no one. no one. im so sorry. ILOVEYOU.
bestfriends, ina fara, korang, jgn la wt silah cmni. silah bwt ni sume untk kebaikan korang. silah xhlg korang nk dgn sape pun. tlg fhm, silah syg korang. silah xnk kamu, fara, disakiti oleh die. kte bkn jeles. sme skali x. kte xsnggup tgk kmu jd mcm kte. kte syg kmu fara. korang, pls, silah mntk tlg, silah xde sape2 nk hrpkn. silah hrpkn korang. pls sgt, ape rse korang, klo korang ade mslh mcm silah hri ni, silah nanges, xde sape yg pduli, silah xdtg skola, korang wt bodo je. xtnye pun nape. nk jgk tnggu silah call. silah ade mslh, korang tmbh2 lg. silah cume xnk say out je bnde2 cmni, tp xboleh. korang nk silah xde ke? nak silah pndh dri skola tu? fara, ina, lately ni kan, kte sume ade mslh, n sume mslh tu sume nye libatkn lelaki kan? kte kn dh bncg mne yg trbaek, ikut je ape yg dh diputuskan, jgn break the rule. *fara, u turn me so down. i never tell sumone n mad to sumone like that before , i still love you* yg pnting, kte study same2. jgn biakan bnde2 cmni mengganggu. silah xsuke. silah syg korang. syg sgt. tu sbb silah mntk tlg sgt. be there for me.
silah xkesah, syg silah kat korang tetap akn ade. sampai mati silah syg korang.
betape saketnye ble gaduh dgn bestfriend n family dlm mse yg same. dh la xsehat. no one knows, no one cares.
yg laen, PRIVACY.
sape2 yg bace bnde ni, jgn tanye pape. setakat tau, sudah.
sesungguhnya, aku tetap redha dgn ape yg trjd. forgive me for what i've done.
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Saturday, April 18, 2009
H A C K S
saje saje nk tulih blog ni. actually, ina yg bwk idea ni. bley silah story psl hacks ni yeaa syg? heee.
HACKS
definition, mengikut kamus aku yg berbau kek ni, die tulihh,
1. a person doing routine work
2. cut, chop or hit roughly
3. gain unauthorized access to computer files
* terskemaa. haha.
HACKS
juge mksud die, cokelat hacks. tau kan? yg ade perise madu n limau dengan vitamin c. haha. :D
HACKS
bg aku n kwn2 yg tau, hacks ni mksudnye..
a short form for, HANYA AKU CINTA KAU SORANG.
weee.
sape yg dpt hacks ni, hati2 la, mungkin ade makne lain di sebalinye. haha.
bdk klang ah yg bwk bnde2 cmni. sblum ni aku xrealise pon. haha. thnx ina. mle2 klaka je dga, tp lame2 tu comey la plak. heheh.
lps ni, sape ade pakwe makwe tu, bg hacks ni je. save bajet weh! murah kan? xpayah arr beli cadbury ke ape. bg je hacks bnyk2, pstu tulis kt stu ketas.. HACKS-HANYA AKU CINTA KAU SORANG! ha! sure cair laa! klo kne aku pun, aku cair! haha. u make my heart melt. (dlm ym tuu!). aww, touched. hahah.
dah dah, stop mrepek!
aku tertunggu tunggu hacks ni. sape la agaknye yg nk bg. haha. mimpi bley ahhh.
xmungkin jd realiti. :(
xpe ahh, aku xnk bg kt kau hacks ni, tp aku nk ckp kat kau.
hanya aku cinta kau sorang.
hahaha. :P
HACKS
definition, mengikut kamus aku yg berbau kek ni, die tulihh,
1. a person doing routine work
2. cut, chop or hit roughly
3. gain unauthorized access to computer files
* terskemaa. haha.
HACKS
juge mksud die, cokelat hacks. tau kan? yg ade perise madu n limau dengan vitamin c. haha. :D
HACKS
bg aku n kwn2 yg tau, hacks ni mksudnye..
a short form for, HANYA AKU CINTA KAU SORANG.
weee.
sape yg dpt hacks ni, hati2 la, mungkin ade makne lain di sebalinye. haha.
bdk klang ah yg bwk bnde2 cmni. sblum ni aku xrealise pon. haha. thnx ina. mle2 klaka je dga, tp lame2 tu comey la plak. heheh.
lps ni, sape ade pakwe makwe tu, bg hacks ni je. save bajet weh! murah kan? xpayah arr beli cadbury ke ape. bg je hacks bnyk2, pstu tulis kt stu ketas.. HACKS-HANYA AKU CINTA KAU SORANG! ha! sure cair laa! klo kne aku pun, aku cair! haha. u make my heart melt. (dlm ym tuu!). aww, touched. hahah.
dah dah, stop mrepek!
aku tertunggu tunggu hacks ni. sape la agaknye yg nk bg. haha. mimpi bley ahhh.
xmungkin jd realiti. :(
xpe ahh, aku xnk bg kt kau hacks ni, tp aku nk ckp kat kau.
hanya aku cinta kau sorang.
hahaha. :P
Friday, April 17, 2009
saturday, 11th april 2009
actually today hri skola. sbb ganti hari raye nnti. tp rmai gile yg plan nk ponteng. trmasok aku. haha. ade stgh tu ckp, 'aku bdk baek, aku nk pegi skola, tp nk balek wktu rehat, aku nk fly.' dari situ, idea yg sgt bernas timbul! ahaha. sblum tau hari ni ade skola, aku, fara, ina n yasy plan nk g tgk wyg cite fast n furious 4. fara ahh! nk sgt tgk cite tu. xnyempat2 ah kau. bluerkk. tgk kat web TGV, cite ni plg awl start kul 11, n kul 1.45, 4.10 n so on. nk amek kul 11, mse tu skola lg. haha. pstu nk amek tiket kul 1.45 xbley jugak, sbb skola abes kul 1.50. aduyaii. susah! klo amek kul 4.10, msty cite tu abeh lmbt. erghh, pusing pusing. :D
sudahnye, berbalek kpd idea bernas td, aku pun balek la slps rht. pduli ape. haha. dh la hri tu ade BM. erghh, boring thp sepenuh gile dahh. haha. so, ade alsn munasabah untk skip class. haha. mama pun tau how boringg nye kls bm tu, yeyy! backup. haha. aku pon balek umah laa. nk jadik kan cite, fara xdtg plak hri tu. aduhh. kate je nk dtg, tp hampeh. haha. ina plak, xdpt pegi. abg yg amek aku kt skola pstu tros pegi jj nk beli tiket.
so, pegi la beli tiket kul 1.45-fast n furios 4 (18pl). pduli ape 18 ke ape. haha. mse beli tiket tu, org tu mntk ic. ayokk. cuak la sket enn. tp naseb baek abg cover, mse aku beli tiket tu, aku ckp, aku belikan tiket nih untk abg aku. hahah. jht kan? :p
nih tiket clah n fara. lg satu, abg amek ekk tiket nih?
ne be maen. hehe :D
aku n fara pegi jj skali dlm kul 1 cmtu. mse tu xde lah rmai sgt. tnggu yasy plak. die smpai lmbt! dh sparoh popcorn abeh. haha. g la masok cte tu. wahh! best gile ah cite tuu. kete die lawa! bak kate fara, hot setafff. bnykkk. hahaha. overal, mmg gempak ah cite f&f 4 nih. klo ade 5 pnye, sure nk tgk lg! hehe.
then kami pegi mkn kt black canyon. heee. best2, mmg mse tu kelaparan, sume yg hidang, sume abeh, kecuali eskrem strawberry. haaaaihh. rugi btol! sbb dh kenyang sgt. pstu kte g mne lg ek? pstu pegi kdai cd, tuka cd abg. pstu jln jln jln jln. hee. agk ramai ah org wktu nih.
then, ade org tuu blanje! bnyk oh dwet die. haha. abg, tenkiu bg gelang tu aw n tenkiu jgk sbb tlg pakaikan. hehe. yeyy! abg complete adk pnye wish list! ingt jugak ekk die kt adik. ngee. gelang tu comel! thnx gilee! <33
balek tu, tngkp gmba time! hahah. best ahh! ni antare gmba2 nye. heee. comey la :D
yasy n fara, tengss gile ek sbb temankan. n tgk wyg same2! best! nnty kte g same2 lg aw. hehe. syg korang! :P
LOVEloveLOVEloveLOVE.
muah muah!
pstt, sorry kak aman bout dat day. nnty kte kuar same2 ehh.
sudahnye, berbalek kpd idea bernas td, aku pun balek la slps rht. pduli ape. haha. dh la hri tu ade BM. erghh, boring thp sepenuh gile dahh. haha. so, ade alsn munasabah untk skip class. haha. mama pun tau how boringg nye kls bm tu, yeyy! backup. haha. aku pon balek umah laa. nk jadik kan cite, fara xdtg plak hri tu. aduhh. kate je nk dtg, tp hampeh. haha. ina plak, xdpt pegi. abg yg amek aku kt skola pstu tros pegi jj nk beli tiket.
so, pegi la beli tiket kul 1.45-fast n furios 4 (18pl). pduli ape 18 ke ape. haha. mse beli tiket tu, org tu mntk ic. ayokk. cuak la sket enn. tp naseb baek abg cover, mse aku beli tiket tu, aku ckp, aku belikan tiket nih untk abg aku. hahah. jht kan? :p
ne be maen. hehe :D
aku n fara pegi jj skali dlm kul 1 cmtu. mse tu xde lah rmai sgt. tnggu yasy plak. die smpai lmbt! dh sparoh popcorn abeh. haha. g la masok cte tu. wahh! best gile ah cite tuu. kete die lawa! bak kate fara, hot setafff. bnykkk. hahaha. overal, mmg gempak ah cite f&f 4 nih. klo ade 5 pnye, sure nk tgk lg! hehe.
then kami pegi mkn kt black canyon. heee. best2, mmg mse tu kelaparan, sume yg hidang, sume abeh, kecuali eskrem strawberry. haaaaihh. rugi btol! sbb dh kenyang sgt. pstu kte g mne lg ek? pstu pegi kdai cd, tuka cd abg. pstu jln jln jln jln. hee. agk ramai ah org wktu nih.
then, ade org tuu blanje! bnyk oh dwet die. haha. abg, tenkiu bg gelang tu aw n tenkiu jgk sbb tlg pakaikan. hehe. yeyy! abg complete adk pnye wish list! ingt jugak ekk die kt adik. ngee. gelang tu comel! thnx gilee! <33
balek tu, tngkp gmba time! hahah. best ahh! ni antare gmba2 nye. heee. comey la :D
yasy n fara, tengss gile ek sbb temankan. n tgk wyg same2! best! nnty kte g same2 lg aw. hehe. syg korang! :P
LOVEloveLOVEloveLOVE.
muah muah!
pstt, sorry kak aman bout dat day. nnty kte kuar same2 ehh.
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Birthday? PART 3
sambung cite bday. tp kali nih psl surprise party plak. hee.
okay okay, here goes!
ya ampun, mase nih, malu gile! terkejot berok tau x. haha. fara, kau mmg, bley jd birthday planner lps ni. ble ingt2 balek.. best jugak wktu tu. sweet sgt! mmg smpai ble2 laa xdpt lupe. ngee. ctenye cmni, hari slps bday aku, (13 mac, jumaat) mse tu, fara ajk pegi jusco. die ckp sje je nk hangout dgn aku. pastu, ina pun nk ikot skali, tp tbe2 plak die xjd pegi, katenye die xde transport. hurmm, mse tu agk down ahh, sbb die xikot skali. due org je jln2 kt jj tu. bkn ade pape pun. jln jee. jln xde motif dgn fara skali. haha. aku n die pegi jj dlm kul 1 lbeh cmtu. yelahh, mse tu kan sume org smyg jumaat, mne xnyee, jj tu lengang! sng nk jln. hee.
fara ajk pegi sne laa sini laa, aku ikot je. xde plan pun nk beli ape. tujuannye cume nk teman die jln2. tp sblum pegi tu, die ade ckp, 'weh silah, pkai bju lawa2, bg selawa lawa nye tau'. haha. klaka pun ade ble ingt balek cmne fara ckp. bersunggoh2 gile. haha. so, i decided nk pkai bju putih one string n overcoat vanilla kat luar together with black slack. hurmm. pstu, dkt2 kul 2 lebeh cmtu, die asek msj je, ala, tu yg xbest tu, aku ni tnggl la sorang2. ckp pon sorang2. haha.
then, aku nk pegi bwh, sje2 je kan nk jln bwh, tp fara xbg. haihh, pelik gle! ape ke halnye ni plak. aduyaii. aku ni pnye laa bosannye, jln je kat ats. pstu die kate, 'eh silah, jum duduk jap'. ha yelah, aku ngan die pun duduk laa dpn memory lane. menong2. :p
pstu die kate, 'ha! jum kte trun bwh.' on the way nk turun bwh, die kate plak, 'ehh silah, kte lalu dpn padini ek'. aku ni pon ikot jelaa. mcm lembu dh kene ikat kt idong die. haha. aku blur gle wktu tu. lnsung xtrpikir what happens next.
suddenly, kat dpn padini tu........
mule2 ina dtg, ckp, 'hye silah! ina tbe2 dpt dtg plak sbb ade transport'.
then i said, ' ha? ina naek dgn sape?'
ina senyum jee. smpai ke tlinge die senyum. aku ni, tercengang2 laa kat situ.
akak aman pun ade. ikot senyum skali.
afdal pun ade wktu tu.
tbe2, yasy dtg ckp, 'hye silah'.
aduyaii, im so shocked smpai xbrnafas kejap. and and, im speechless too. haha.
rse nk jerit!!
aku tros pegi kat fara.
'faarraaaaa! tenkiu sgt2! eeeeeee! npe xgtau, klo x, kte nk lawa2 lg dri skrg ni! hahah. npe xckp die ade!! arhhh. thnx sgttttttttt2.'
aku pon ape lg, tros pukul die! haha. pdn mke. :P
mse ni xingt alam ahh. hepi bagai nk rak. haha.
dh la same plak tu! xplan pun okayy. aaa, best sgt!!! xbleh lebih2 kt sini. i know you will read this. hihi. tp i xkesah. sume org tau yg i syg u. haha. tgk tgk, asilah dh xmalu dahhh. ahaha. ngeee.
then, kami trun bwh, pegi mkn pizza. borak2 kat ctue. brgamba laa, ape lg! itu lumrah! haha.
abg yasy bgun, die ckp die nk amek bnde dlm kete. pstu kak aman pun bgun, die kate nk pegi somewhere. ngehh, gimik je lebeh ahh kome ni. hehe. ble sume dh ade kt meje tu, kak aman bg cake secret recipe. ( RASPBERRY kot eh?) FEVERET tu tau kak uii. haha. tp die kate, bkn akk yg pilih. hah? sape plak ni. udah udah, suspens. smpai sudah sume xnk ngaku sape yg pilih flavour tu. xkire la sape, janji tau feveret aku. aiseh, still xpuas aty tau x! sape ni. kiss karang. hahaha. :P
pstu kami naek ats, g maen game! best gilaa. fara sure nk maen kete pnye. same goes to me! deme ade yg maen tembak2 tuu. pstu yg lwn2 tu. haha. ina yg xtau maen tembak2 tu, tros power maen. caya lahh! kak aman memang, die mmg sgt laa arif klo bab2 maen bunoh2 org tu. haha. yg xthn nye, afdal n yasy maen game lembu. btol ke lembu ek abg? lantak la, haha. klaka gle! ade org tu saket blakang tp maen jugak. lme la jgk. aku trcegat laa kt tepi, gelak smpai nk saket prot. hahah! mmg xbleh lpe la yg tu. pstu, fara ahh. die suroh maen game yg nari2 tu. haha. kak aman mule2 semangat nk maen tp dh mule segan kan kak? sbb ade due org tu. btol? haha. last last, yasy dgn afdal yg maen bnde tu. tp rugi je. bkn bwt btol2. haha. ade lg tau video korang dlm camera silah. haha.
ckp psl camera. ingt plak ble rmai2 masok booth gmba tu. ngeee. bestnye lah. thnx sgt tau. bnde tu mhl la. yg silah ni, kuar 2ringgit je. yg lebehnye, korang yg byrkn. tenkiu so much. mcm2 aksi ade. haha. gmba tu silah ltk dlm wallet tau. ble bukak je msty tgk gmba tu lame2! hehe. sume comel2 hri tu! heee. i love you lah sume syg syg ku. :D
ni antare gmba2 nye yg tngkp gne camera sndri. ade bnyk lg actually. ni yg smpt ltk. :)
thank you so much! <33>
1) the surprise party planner, miss fara.
2) my gorgeous, miss adlina.
3) my manis, mr ahmad yasyri.
4) my honey, miss amanina
5) my buletin utama, mr afdhaluddin.
6) my besties, miss nadia.
(kite, silah, adik) SAYANG (kmu, abg, akk)
psttt, i adore you lahh hari tu. :D
mmg best gila! smpai ble2 pun xdpt lupe.
LOVE LOVE! muah muah! <33>
hubungan kite kekal smpai bile2! promise :)
fullstop.
okay okay, here goes!
ya ampun, mase nih, malu gile! terkejot berok tau x. haha. fara, kau mmg, bley jd birthday planner lps ni. ble ingt2 balek.. best jugak wktu tu. sweet sgt! mmg smpai ble2 laa xdpt lupe. ngee. ctenye cmni, hari slps bday aku, (13 mac, jumaat) mse tu, fara ajk pegi jusco. die ckp sje je nk hangout dgn aku. pastu, ina pun nk ikot skali, tp tbe2 plak die xjd pegi, katenye die xde transport. hurmm, mse tu agk down ahh, sbb die xikot skali. due org je jln2 kt jj tu. bkn ade pape pun. jln jee. jln xde motif dgn fara skali. haha. aku n die pegi jj dlm kul 1 lbeh cmtu. yelahh, mse tu kan sume org smyg jumaat, mne xnyee, jj tu lengang! sng nk jln. hee.
fara ajk pegi sne laa sini laa, aku ikot je. xde plan pun nk beli ape. tujuannye cume nk teman die jln2. tp sblum pegi tu, die ade ckp, 'weh silah, pkai bju lawa2, bg selawa lawa nye tau'. haha. klaka pun ade ble ingt balek cmne fara ckp. bersunggoh2 gile. haha. so, i decided nk pkai bju putih one string n overcoat vanilla kat luar together with black slack. hurmm. pstu, dkt2 kul 2 lebeh cmtu, die asek msj je, ala, tu yg xbest tu, aku ni tnggl la sorang2. ckp pon sorang2. haha.
then, aku nk pegi bwh, sje2 je kan nk jln bwh, tp fara xbg. haihh, pelik gle! ape ke halnye ni plak. aduyaii. aku ni pnye laa bosannye, jln je kat ats. pstu die kate, 'eh silah, jum duduk jap'. ha yelah, aku ngan die pun duduk laa dpn memory lane. menong2. :p
pstu die kate, 'ha! jum kte trun bwh.' on the way nk turun bwh, die kate plak, 'ehh silah, kte lalu dpn padini ek'. aku ni pon ikot jelaa. mcm lembu dh kene ikat kt idong die. haha. aku blur gle wktu tu. lnsung xtrpikir what happens next.
suddenly, kat dpn padini tu........
mule2 ina dtg, ckp, 'hye silah! ina tbe2 dpt dtg plak sbb ade transport'.
then i said, ' ha? ina naek dgn sape?'
ina senyum jee. smpai ke tlinge die senyum. aku ni, tercengang2 laa kat situ.
akak aman pun ade. ikot senyum skali.
afdal pun ade wktu tu.
tbe2, yasy dtg ckp, 'hye silah'.
aduyaii, im so shocked smpai xbrnafas kejap. and and, im speechless too. haha.
rse nk jerit!!
aku tros pegi kat fara.
'faarraaaaa! tenkiu sgt2! eeeeeee! npe xgtau, klo x, kte nk lawa2 lg dri skrg ni! hahah. npe xckp die ade!! arhhh. thnx sgttttttttt2.'
aku pon ape lg, tros pukul die! haha. pdn mke. :P
mse ni xingt alam ahh. hepi bagai nk rak. haha.
dh la same plak tu! xplan pun okayy. aaa, best sgt!!! xbleh lebih2 kt sini. i know you will read this. hihi. tp i xkesah. sume org tau yg i syg u. haha. tgk tgk, asilah dh xmalu dahhh. ahaha. ngeee.
then, kami trun bwh, pegi mkn pizza. borak2 kat ctue. brgamba laa, ape lg! itu lumrah! haha.
abg yasy bgun, die ckp die nk amek bnde dlm kete. pstu kak aman pun bgun, die kate nk pegi somewhere. ngehh, gimik je lebeh ahh kome ni. hehe. ble sume dh ade kt meje tu, kak aman bg cake secret recipe. ( RASPBERRY kot eh?) FEVERET tu tau kak uii. haha. tp die kate, bkn akk yg pilih. hah? sape plak ni. udah udah, suspens. smpai sudah sume xnk ngaku sape yg pilih flavour tu. xkire la sape, janji tau feveret aku. aiseh, still xpuas aty tau x! sape ni. kiss karang. hahaha. :P
pstu kami naek ats, g maen game! best gilaa. fara sure nk maen kete pnye. same goes to me! deme ade yg maen tembak2 tuu. pstu yg lwn2 tu. haha. ina yg xtau maen tembak2 tu, tros power maen. caya lahh! kak aman memang, die mmg sgt laa arif klo bab2 maen bunoh2 org tu. haha. yg xthn nye, afdal n yasy maen game lembu. btol ke lembu ek abg? lantak la, haha. klaka gle! ade org tu saket blakang tp maen jugak. lme la jgk. aku trcegat laa kt tepi, gelak smpai nk saket prot. hahah! mmg xbleh lpe la yg tu. pstu, fara ahh. die suroh maen game yg nari2 tu. haha. kak aman mule2 semangat nk maen tp dh mule segan kan kak? sbb ade due org tu. btol? haha. last last, yasy dgn afdal yg maen bnde tu. tp rugi je. bkn bwt btol2. haha. ade lg tau video korang dlm camera silah. haha.
ckp psl camera. ingt plak ble rmai2 masok booth gmba tu. ngeee. bestnye lah. thnx sgt tau. bnde tu mhl la. yg silah ni, kuar 2ringgit je. yg lebehnye, korang yg byrkn. tenkiu so much. mcm2 aksi ade. haha. gmba tu silah ltk dlm wallet tau. ble bukak je msty tgk gmba tu lame2! hehe. sume comel2 hri tu! heee. i love you lah sume syg syg ku. :D
ni antare gmba2 nye yg tngkp gne camera sndri. ade bnyk lg actually. ni yg smpt ltk. :)
thank you so much! <33>
1) the surprise party planner, miss fara.
2) my gorgeous, miss adlina.
3) my manis, mr ahmad yasyri.
4) my honey, miss amanina
5) my buletin utama, mr afdhaluddin.
6) my besties, miss nadia.
(kite, silah, adik) SAYANG (kmu, abg, akk)
psttt, i adore you lahh hari tu. :D
mmg best gila! smpai ble2 pun xdpt lupe.
LOVE LOVE! muah muah! <33>
hubungan kite kekal smpai bile2! promise :)
fullstop.
Friday, April 3, 2009
Birthday? PART 2
malam 11 mac 2009. 12 mac la kan? haha.
wahh, incoming mesej sesaje. aku mse tu tgh study add math tau x. brasap dahh mlm tu! haha. antare msj2 nye or wish2 nye...spot yours if exist here :)
1) fara 'aqilah (8.10 malam, mse kite kuar mkn same2 dgn mama n ayh kat pizza hut) silah, happy birthday. kmu dah tuaa! kte mude lg. haha. happy2 slalu n jgn kapel! setia wlopun die xsetia. hahah.
2) mama syg, norhamar ayub (10.00 malam) anak mama, ciah, blaja rajen2 ok. awk tu nk spm nex year. focus tau! happy bday! mama doakan ank mama brjaye n sntiase dmrhkn rezeki. silah, jgn pikir ...... sgt k. i know, u love him so much. n i know how hard for you to accept it. because i know u very very well, i've met him n mama suke die just like the way he is n mama dah anggap die mcm ank mama n mcm family kte sndiri. but im so down ble dpt tau ciah dgn die dh break. im so frustated. tp nk wt cmne kan. ciah syg, show him what u got n show the world who u really are. im proud to have u. (dlm bisikan- ciah, kalau jodoh xkemane.) i'll pray for you.
asilah, i love you my daughter. (dpt kisss!) :D errr, smpai skang, aku xphm n xdpt tngkp apelaa yg mama bisik tu. haiyaaa.
3) ayah syg, ahmad shafee (10.30 malam) silah, selamt hri jadi yg ke 16. ayh akn sntiase doakan ciah brjaye dlm hidup n sntiase beriman kepadaNya. happy bday! (dpt kissss jugak) heheh :P
4) fatin fatini (oo.oo malam) heppy berfday silah sygs! m0ge pnjang um0 n murh rezeki. Sye syg anda! p/s=silah suda tue! yey..
5) akak syg, kak amanina (00.04 malam) Adk! happy sweet 6teen my dear lil sis. Akk doakn semoga panjang umur dan brjaya dlm idup ok. I love u! =)
pagi 12 mac 2009
pagi2 lg dh kene serang dek adk angkat aku yg comel.
1)'akak akak silahhh, happy bday! adk dh trtido la mlm td. sorry tau. ni hadiah untk akk. hope akk suke lah ekk. happy birthday akk!
2) adlina. silah silahhhh! hepy bday! ina syg silah. hihi.
....MAC TEST....SPM RESULT KUAR...
last day test mse tu. habis je test tu.
3) CLASSMATE (4SCIENCE1) sume nyanyi lgu bday. bangge sket. haha. dah la kuat! ee korang ni. malu tau x. haha! btw, thnx u so much! ILOVEYOUGUYS. fashihah, nad, sharmin, farehah, amirah, iza dan ramai lg. heee.
LPS HABIS TEST. CURI2 KUAR.
masok koop.
1) abg syg, ahmad yasyri (10.02 pagi) silah silah, sini jap. happy bday yg ke 16 thun. sweet 6teen! smoge adek dpnjgkn umo.
2) afdal (10 lbeh pagi) silah! happy bday ok!
BALEK SKOLA
1) darshana. asilah, happy bday syg!
2) boss kuu, kak fadhilah :p, happy birthday asilah.
ptg - mlm 12 mac 2009
fara n ina ajk g kopitiam. sje smbg2 n lepak sne jap. best! thnx aw! ILOVEYOU SOOOO MUCH!
incoming msj!
1) fathin nabila (06.11 ptg), epi befday asilah!! h0pe ko lg epi,lg c0mey n seyhat slalu. aku syg ko!
2) bakal kakak ipar(hehe), kak sathdieyatun. (10.51 mlm) we r all driving in our own street called life and im so glad that in one of the intersections i met a nice person like u!!! hepy birthday adik silah!
3) syuhadah syahirah (2.39 ptg). hepy bufday! smoge dpnjgkan umo dan dmrhkn rzki.
4) aqila form 3 (3.40 ptg). kak clah, hepy bfdy yg k-16! sory td xwish, lupe..hehe
5) anie nadhirah (5.02 ptg) hai sayang! happy birthday. iloveyou
6) aunty ancu (6.03 ptg) happy besday 2 u..smoga sht sejahtera n berilmu serta dilindungi Allah slalu..
7) aunty anco (6.29 ptg) happy besday to nurul asilah!
8) asyraf kazen (7.03 ptg) HAPPY BIRTHDAY, mkcik clah. sweet 16 bebeh! grrr, agaga. waaaa, rinduu. c:
9) amir hafiz (10.31 mlm) happy burfday nurul asilah! =) mntk maaf kerana lmbt wish. smoga happy slalu =D
10) qayyum (9.08 mlm) clah, s0e2..epy belated bday..
11) hamizah (11 mlm) asilah, epi belated bufday..sori lmbt wish..mga pjg umr n murah rzeki. hope 2 c u soon. miss u! syg kauu!
incoming call!
1) abg syg, fakhrulradhi (aku xingt la weh kul bpe. haha) adek adek ciah! happy bday! smoge dpt dia balek. haha. yg abg angkt ciah tu kan? abg knl dahh. nnty kirim slm kt bdk cine tu eh? abg og xbtol sket hri ni, tu yg wish lmbt tu. sorry k. nnty abg bwk balek hadiah k! adk adk, dh tuaa! waaa, abg pun lg la tua. haha. happy birthdayyyy sis! .......blablabla....
2) tok n opah. silah cucu tok yg sorang2 nye pompuan ni. manje nye ya Allah, tuhan je yg tau. tok n opah doakan silah sihat. jgn main2 k. focus spm nex year! slmt hri jadi! ni duit hri jd. nnty tok blanje mkn kt pakeeza. (dpt kisss! :D)
3) kazen shah (10.15 mlm). oiiii macik tua! haha. happy birthday yg ke brape ek? shah nyanyok dah. ciah f4 kan? ha! 16 laa. haha. ok ok, happy bday yg ke 16. rajen2 la jenguk shah kat UITM ni okey! hepy bday!
well, tu serbe sdikit yg aku ingt laa. bnyk lg yg wish. ym ade ms pun ade. so, thnx u so much sume! really, ILOVEYOU! nih blom smbg psl hadiah lg. haha. nnty klo aku ade mse lg, aku cte psl hadiah and PARTY orait. lalalala. aku hepi sgt!
secare kesimpulannye, thnx kpd sume yg ingt bday aku nih ekk.
flying kiss! muahhhh muahh untk sume! haha. :P
smbung next post esk! byee <33
wahh, incoming mesej sesaje. aku mse tu tgh study add math tau x. brasap dahh mlm tu! haha. antare msj2 nye or wish2 nye...spot yours if exist here :)
1) fara 'aqilah (8.10 malam, mse kite kuar mkn same2 dgn mama n ayh kat pizza hut) silah, happy birthday. kmu dah tuaa! kte mude lg. haha. happy2 slalu n jgn kapel! setia wlopun die xsetia. hahah.
2) mama syg, norhamar ayub (10.00 malam) anak mama, ciah, blaja rajen2 ok. awk tu nk spm nex year. focus tau! happy bday! mama doakan ank mama brjaye n sntiase dmrhkn rezeki. silah, jgn pikir ...... sgt k. i know, u love him so much. n i know how hard for you to accept it. because i know u very very well, i've met him n mama suke die just like the way he is n mama dah anggap die mcm ank mama n mcm family kte sndiri. but im so down ble dpt tau ciah dgn die dh break. im so frustated. tp nk wt cmne kan. ciah syg, show him what u got n show the world who u really are. im proud to have u. (dlm bisikan- ciah, kalau jodoh xkemane.) i'll pray for you.
asilah, i love you my daughter. (dpt kisss!) :D errr, smpai skang, aku xphm n xdpt tngkp apelaa yg mama bisik tu. haiyaaa.
3) ayah syg, ahmad shafee (10.30 malam) silah, selamt hri jadi yg ke 16. ayh akn sntiase doakan ciah brjaye dlm hidup n sntiase beriman kepadaNya. happy bday! (dpt kissss jugak) heheh :P
4) fatin fatini (oo.oo malam) heppy berfday silah sygs! m0ge pnjang um0 n murh rezeki. Sye syg anda! p/s=silah suda tue! yey..
5) akak syg, kak amanina (00.04 malam) Adk! happy sweet 6teen my dear lil sis. Akk doakn semoga panjang umur dan brjaya dlm idup ok. I love u! =)
pagi 12 mac 2009
pagi2 lg dh kene serang dek adk angkat aku yg comel.
1)'akak akak silahhh, happy bday! adk dh trtido la mlm td. sorry tau. ni hadiah untk akk. hope akk suke lah ekk. happy birthday akk!
2) adlina. silah silahhhh! hepy bday! ina syg silah. hihi.
....MAC TEST....SPM RESULT KUAR...
last day test mse tu. habis je test tu.
3) CLASSMATE (4SCIENCE1) sume nyanyi lgu bday. bangge sket. haha. dah la kuat! ee korang ni. malu tau x. haha! btw, thnx u so much! ILOVEYOUGUYS. fashihah, nad, sharmin, farehah, amirah, iza dan ramai lg. heee.
LPS HABIS TEST. CURI2 KUAR.
masok koop.
1) abg syg, ahmad yasyri (10.02 pagi) silah silah, sini jap. happy bday yg ke 16 thun. sweet 6teen! smoge adek dpnjgkn umo.
2) afdal (10 lbeh pagi) silah! happy bday ok!
BALEK SKOLA
1) darshana. asilah, happy bday syg!
2) boss kuu, kak fadhilah :p, happy birthday asilah.
ptg - mlm 12 mac 2009
fara n ina ajk g kopitiam. sje smbg2 n lepak sne jap. best! thnx aw! ILOVEYOU SOOOO MUCH!
incoming msj!
1) fathin nabila (06.11 ptg), epi befday asilah!! h0pe ko lg epi,lg c0mey n seyhat slalu. aku syg ko!
2) bakal kakak ipar(hehe), kak sathdieyatun. (10.51 mlm) we r all driving in our own street called life and im so glad that in one of the intersections i met a nice person like u!!! hepy birthday adik silah!
3) syuhadah syahirah (2.39 ptg). hepy bufday! smoge dpnjgkan umo dan dmrhkn rzki.
4) aqila form 3 (3.40 ptg). kak clah, hepy bfdy yg k-16! sory td xwish, lupe..hehe
5) anie nadhirah (5.02 ptg) hai sayang! happy birthday. iloveyou
6) aunty ancu (6.03 ptg) happy besday 2 u..smoga sht sejahtera n berilmu serta dilindungi Allah slalu..
7) aunty anco (6.29 ptg) happy besday to nurul asilah!
8) asyraf kazen (7.03 ptg) HAPPY BIRTHDAY, mkcik clah. sweet 16 bebeh! grrr, agaga. waaaa, rinduu. c:
9) amir hafiz (10.31 mlm) happy burfday nurul asilah! =) mntk maaf kerana lmbt wish. smoga happy slalu =D
10) qayyum (9.08 mlm) clah, s0e2..epy belated bday..
11) hamizah (11 mlm) asilah, epi belated bufday..sori lmbt wish..mga pjg umr n murah rzeki. hope 2 c u soon. miss u! syg kauu!
incoming call!
1) abg syg, fakhrulradhi (aku xingt la weh kul bpe. haha) adek adek ciah! happy bday! smoge dpt dia balek. haha. yg abg angkt ciah tu kan? abg knl dahh. nnty kirim slm kt bdk cine tu eh? abg og xbtol sket hri ni, tu yg wish lmbt tu. sorry k. nnty abg bwk balek hadiah k! adk adk, dh tuaa! waaa, abg pun lg la tua. haha. happy birthdayyyy sis! .......blablabla....
2) tok n opah. silah cucu tok yg sorang2 nye pompuan ni. manje nye ya Allah, tuhan je yg tau. tok n opah doakan silah sihat. jgn main2 k. focus spm nex year! slmt hri jadi! ni duit hri jd. nnty tok blanje mkn kt pakeeza. (dpt kisss! :D)
3) kazen shah (10.15 mlm). oiiii macik tua! haha. happy birthday yg ke brape ek? shah nyanyok dah. ciah f4 kan? ha! 16 laa. haha. ok ok, happy bday yg ke 16. rajen2 la jenguk shah kat UITM ni okey! hepy bday!
well, tu serbe sdikit yg aku ingt laa. bnyk lg yg wish. ym ade ms pun ade. so, thnx u so much sume! really, ILOVEYOU! nih blom smbg psl hadiah lg. haha. nnty klo aku ade mse lg, aku cte psl hadiah and PARTY orait. lalalala. aku hepi sgt!
secare kesimpulannye, thnx kpd sume yg ingt bday aku nih ekk.
flying kiss! muahhhh muahh untk sume! haha. :P
smbung next post esk! byee <33
Birthday? PART 1
sje je nk tulih blog nih. pdhal bday aku dh lme lps. 12 mac hrituu. malangnye, hri tu n slps tu xsmpt nk update blog nih. well, as usual, aku gilaa pnye bz. hee. so, aku amek kputsn, (sounds serious jea,haha) hri ni aku nk cte n smbg2 dgn diri sndri psl bday aku hri tu. (kau ckp sorang2? demam ape ni silahh? hahah)
here the story goes!
seminggu or maybe 2 mnggu sblum bday aku hri tu, rmai dahh yg biseng2 tnye, 'silah silah, kau nk ape? kau tringin ape nnty? kau suke ape eh? kau suke kaler ape?' and mcm2 laa. mcm2. rimas pun ade gak. haha. tp best jgk jd kaunter pertanyaan skali skale. heheh. pstuu, cik fara saye nih, plan ape ke bnde ntah dgn geng2 sume. mule2, kecik aty aw macikk! yelaa, mne x nye, korang slalu tngglkan silah. pstu smbg psl silah senyap2. slalu buat group then discuss itu ini laa. dh la halau org xbg dekat ngan kome! eihh. kejam eaa. pstu tanye, korang msty ckp 'xdepapelaa silah'. eishhh! kejam aw. bwekk. haha. pastu pastu. (ni special untk fara) ngekk la kauu! sje je bg org JELES. haha. bertenggek bertandang bermesej dgn tuuuuu. haha. tp kmu ckp, tu untk kebaikan. cehh, porahh! haha. :D
then, ade plak, sorang minah nii, suroh aku bwt wish list kat page myspace. kalo aku xbwat, nnty die nk carik kan pakwe untk aku. GILE AR KAU! separoh nyawe aku buat bnde alah tuu smpai kul 12 tau takk! haha. bayangkan, ntah sape laa mamat tuu. dah la xknl. mamat tu je yg knl. bengong! sumpah! aku xnak! kerana dia ku..... (alaa, aku xingt lirik ah. ade stu lgu tu. haha). kul 1 cmtu bru siap wish list kat page aku tu. xpe xpe, nnty bday kau, aku ranjau kau ckup2! haha. ade 16 kot wish list aku tu. alahai, xingt la weh. ade sket2 je yg ingt. maap. heee. minggu bday aku tuh, mse tu si kecik meon fara ni lahh yg gelot xtntu psl. pegi smbg dgn org ni la org tu la. siann nye la, smpai round satu skola. haha. bday aku jatoh pd hri khamis. dh la sblum tu mac test. mse bday aku tuu lah paper add math nk sebok jgk. haha.
sambung next post baby :p
here the story goes!
seminggu or maybe 2 mnggu sblum bday aku hri tu, rmai dahh yg biseng2 tnye, 'silah silah, kau nk ape? kau tringin ape nnty? kau suke ape eh? kau suke kaler ape?' and mcm2 laa. mcm2. rimas pun ade gak. haha. tp best jgk jd kaunter pertanyaan skali skale. heheh. pstuu, cik fara saye nih, plan ape ke bnde ntah dgn geng2 sume. mule2, kecik aty aw macikk! yelaa, mne x nye, korang slalu tngglkan silah. pstu smbg psl silah senyap2. slalu buat group then discuss itu ini laa. dh la halau org xbg dekat ngan kome! eihh. kejam eaa. pstu tanye, korang msty ckp 'xdepapelaa silah'. eishhh! kejam aw. bwekk. haha. pastu pastu. (ni special untk fara) ngekk la kauu! sje je bg org JELES. haha. bertenggek bertandang bermesej dgn tuuuuu. haha. tp kmu ckp, tu untk kebaikan. cehh, porahh! haha. :D
then, ade plak, sorang minah nii, suroh aku bwt wish list kat page myspace. kalo aku xbwat, nnty die nk carik kan pakwe untk aku. GILE AR KAU! separoh nyawe aku buat bnde alah tuu smpai kul 12 tau takk! haha. bayangkan, ntah sape laa mamat tuu. dah la xknl. mamat tu je yg knl. bengong! sumpah! aku xnak! kerana dia ku..... (alaa, aku xingt lirik ah. ade stu lgu tu. haha). kul 1 cmtu bru siap wish list kat page aku tu. xpe xpe, nnty bday kau, aku ranjau kau ckup2! haha. ade 16 kot wish list aku tu. alahai, xingt la weh. ade sket2 je yg ingt. maap. heee. minggu bday aku tuh, mse tu si kecik meon fara ni lahh yg gelot xtntu psl. pegi smbg dgn org ni la org tu la. siann nye la, smpai round satu skola. haha. bday aku jatoh pd hri khamis. dh la sblum tu mac test. mse bday aku tuu lah paper add math nk sebok jgk. haha.
sambung next post baby :p
Thursday, April 2, 2009
geram geram !
hyee hyee. lme gle dh xupdate blog. urm, actually mmg sgt sgt bz kat skola. bnyk sgt bnde kne wat. well, bese la, dlu 8 subjek jee. skang ni dah up sket. 9 subjek. ehh tak tak, ade lg stu tmbhn, ayh suroh amek jugakk tasawwur islam. kazen kate subjek tu okay la jgk. tp xtau la. hee. add math pun stgh maty nk lulus. hehe. aduhh! any idea cmne nk bg add math A1? ahha. dlu ade la org yg akn guide n share sme2, skang nih sume dh xde. abg, die mne tau spm skang ni, yela, 10 tahun yg lalu, mne la die nk ingt. mama n ayh plak lg laa. guide yg mne mmpu je. kazen pun skang dh wat A-level kat UITM shah alam. xdela sape lg nk smbg. dlu ade jgk org yg bleh share sme2. urm, ape bley wat. ckuplah stakat aku ingt kau dlm doa2 aku tiap2 hri. n ckup la stakat aku ckp aku syg kau dlm hati aku... hihi.
today mmg sgt pnt, n tringin sgt nk minum air soya! i really have no idea bout that. dri pagi kan fara? asek soya soya soya je. haha. wktu rht xsmpt nk beli. sbb wktu tu dh rmai gle. hmm, dlm hati, beli wktu balek jelaa. so kene la tahan kempunan aku ni kejap. haha. dah la td balek lmbt, ade AFS tu plak. rase2 tringin la plak nk pegi oversea untk pertukaran pljr. apply jela nnty. tgk dlu camne. :)
dlm kul 2 suku cmtuu, bru bley balek. tu pun xbleh balek umah, ade choralspeaking prkts plak. adehh, mmg pnt aw. sblum g prkts tu, aku pun pegila nk beli air SOYA td. haha. masok la KOOP dgn biseng nyee. soya soya je mulot aku nih. haha. lps tensyen2 study kt skola, dgn hrpn, ade la org yg akn bg mate die untk dilihat. huh? errrrr. i catch that syg n i miss that time so much! tp suddenly ade plak makhluk yg bername @&!#*^ nii menyebok plak dah. bkn ape, bkn nk kate bnci, yela, xbaek kan nk bnci2 org. tp aduh, xtau npe. my dear, i cant n i cant n this feeling is to deep for me tau x. knpe la ek. help me sumone. :p
mslhnye ko tau x manusie, aku xbleh tgk kau prangai trgedik2 cmtu ahh. tlg laa, xseda ke..ramai yg xsuke kau tau. im refering to this makcik yg mukenye brkarat. haha. maap ye kakk. aku n rmai laa yg xske kt kau. aku mls je nk elaborate. mama ckp, im better million times drpd die. ade bukti k, aku bkn blagak. witnesses? haha. seda la wehh! hrp gedik kau tu xkan dpt pnye org yg kau nk tu. aku tau taste die cmne. klo nk wt maen bley ar kak. hitam putih? itu SANGAT LA KONTRA la babe. haha. sorry to say all these k. heyy, dis is my blog, my open diary. who cares? any objection? sepak nakk? haha.
back to our story td. lps nmpk kan, ape lg, aku tros blah dri situ. xtau la somebody dga ke x ape yg aku ckp lps aku kuar tu. pduli ape. geram thp cipan dah wktu tu. ehem2, xmencarut pun k? grr. tros xjd beli air tu td. haha. aku straight away pegi kntin n dok sorang2 n MY TEARDROPS BEGIN TO FALL. abg adk akk, dun ask me why. its just did. n i cant help it. tp mse tu still la bley control, xde la nanges bagai nk rak. haha. then fara n ina came to me, n said, 'asilah, dh la tu k. kteorg phm ape yg clah rse. bia die trase sndri.' thnx u so much for calming me down.
n thats it. i just cant forget u n the only reason why is i just cant stop loving u. because u r the only one that can make me real. and loving u is the way i suppose to be.
i just cant change it, honey.
akhirnye, aku dpt jugak minum soya tu. haha.
the end :D
today mmg sgt pnt, n tringin sgt nk minum air soya! i really have no idea bout that. dri pagi kan fara? asek soya soya soya je. haha. wktu rht xsmpt nk beli. sbb wktu tu dh rmai gle. hmm, dlm hati, beli wktu balek jelaa. so kene la tahan kempunan aku ni kejap. haha. dah la td balek lmbt, ade AFS tu plak. rase2 tringin la plak nk pegi oversea untk pertukaran pljr. apply jela nnty. tgk dlu camne. :)
dlm kul 2 suku cmtuu, bru bley balek. tu pun xbleh balek umah, ade choralspeaking prkts plak. adehh, mmg pnt aw. sblum g prkts tu, aku pun pegila nk beli air SOYA td. haha. masok la KOOP dgn biseng nyee. soya soya je mulot aku nih. haha. lps tensyen2 study kt skola, dgn hrpn, ade la org yg akn bg mate die untk dilihat. huh? errrrr. i catch that syg n i miss that time so much! tp suddenly ade plak makhluk yg bername @&!#*^ nii menyebok plak dah. bkn ape, bkn nk kate bnci, yela, xbaek kan nk bnci2 org. tp aduh, xtau npe. my dear, i cant n i cant n this feeling is to deep for me tau x. knpe la ek. help me sumone. :p
mslhnye ko tau x manusie, aku xbleh tgk kau prangai trgedik2 cmtu ahh. tlg laa, xseda ke..ramai yg xsuke kau tau. im refering to this makcik yg mukenye brkarat. haha. maap ye kakk. aku n rmai laa yg xske kt kau. aku mls je nk elaborate. mama ckp, im better million times drpd die. ade bukti k, aku bkn blagak. witnesses? haha. seda la wehh! hrp gedik kau tu xkan dpt pnye org yg kau nk tu. aku tau taste die cmne. klo nk wt maen bley ar kak. hitam putih? itu SANGAT LA KONTRA la babe. haha. sorry to say all these k. heyy, dis is my blog, my open diary. who cares? any objection? sepak nakk? haha.
back to our story td. lps nmpk kan, ape lg, aku tros blah dri situ. xtau la somebody dga ke x ape yg aku ckp lps aku kuar tu. pduli ape. geram thp cipan dah wktu tu. ehem2, xmencarut pun k? grr. tros xjd beli air tu td. haha. aku straight away pegi kntin n dok sorang2 n MY TEARDROPS BEGIN TO FALL. abg adk akk, dun ask me why. its just did. n i cant help it. tp mse tu still la bley control, xde la nanges bagai nk rak. haha. then fara n ina came to me, n said, 'asilah, dh la tu k. kteorg phm ape yg clah rse. bia die trase sndri.' thnx u so much for calming me down.
n thats it. i just cant forget u n the only reason why is i just cant stop loving u. because u r the only one that can make me real. and loving u is the way i suppose to be.
i just cant change it, honey.
akhirnye, aku dpt jugak minum soya tu. haha.
the end :D
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