is it new year?

2010

hmm. how i suppose to begin this blog..? 2010? new year again? i felt that time begins to move like water is being poured into a glass. ahh shit! what have i been doing for the past 12 months? phew! form 4 year is the most playful year among all the year I've going through. haha. i felt like nothing can stop me from doing anything that i want to do. and with that reason, a tittle called 'student' is not in my diary anymore. it has been a tough year for me in 2008 when i am sitting for my PMR examination. in 2009, i felt that i am an assassin that manage to escape from jail. or maybe like a monkey that has been released from its cage. haha. but sometimes, all those moments when i had to struggle with my studies keep haunting my mind. n i kept thinking why n why do i become like a monkey? haha. after mid year exam in june *i think so* the realization starts to smash me n push me to be more serious in my studies. alhamdulillah, this kind of spirit that had bring the good in me. and i need it forever. :)

2010, i am officially a SPM candidates. pheww! how am i going to get through this? for heaven sakes! i must win this game by getting all A's in each subject. is it possible? or maybe impossible? no no! nothing is impossible for me. insyaAllah with doa n efforts, i can do it. but am i that strong to get rid of those loads that have been simply created on my both shoulders. pressure! pressure? woahh! *physic* haha. hm. i guess nothing much i want to share here. my goal here is to make a new year list or should i say a new year must-to-do list? hee. okay here it is ;

1) score an A in each subject in light subject such, both languages subject, biology, islamic studies, history, physics.
2) make notes for the most difficult chapter in any subject.
3) do more exercises in maths n add maths.
4) score at least C or B in add maths.
5) pay more attention during all classes.
5) attend all tuition classes. *physics, chemistry, biology, add maths*
6) more serious in studies.
7) no more hanging around at mall.
8) lessen the usage of my cellphone.
9) lessen the usage of internet.
10) put discipline in anything
11) do all homework given n do it on time.
12) no more late night sleeping
13) take care my health in the very best way. *gym*
14) no more hurting people.
15) find inspiration mentor. *daddy*
16) build spiritual strength by reading al-Quran more often, pray, solat hajat, yaasin.
17) protect the relationship that i had n love it just the way it is. *family, friendship, love*
18) try to be more nerd. not so nerd lahh. *rajin belek buku* 0_0
19) stop being too fierce. haha.
and lastly,
20) forgive people every night before sleep.


with all above, i am here proudly, 2010, you are most welcomed. i am here waiting n fight away all your consequences. i am born to win and i will.


with all the will from the Highest, Allah swt, insyaAllah, i wish all my dreams come true. :)

awww. sweet :D

5 dis 2009

yey! how happy i am to have u. dh 7 bulan kan kite due? lme tu! the longest relationship that i ever had. hee. until now, im so lucky to be with u. n i want it to be forever. can we syg? we wish n pray yea. i love u every minute, every moment! Happy Anniversary Mohd Najmi b Jasni. :)

mlm ni dh pack2 brg dh! nk g kl esoknye. ngan mama n fara. actually, ngan ena skali, tp ina ade hal, so die xikot lah. tgh2 mlm plak, tbe2 fara anta msg, die kate die xbole ikot skali. sbb sedare die accident. hurmm. sdey jew kalo nk cite sume. well, nvm. dh trtulis kat blog fara dh. xyah nk ingt2 alek part sdey ni. die xjd la pegi. fuhh! g la ngan mama jew. naek train g sne. mlm ni xtido tau. becoz of u tau fara! wek! but now we r okay rite. sorry for everything. i will always love u. no matter what i said to u. hiii.

6 dis 2009

pg2 dh gelot dh nk g ktm sume. tok yg anta n kami brtolak kul 9 sharp! smpai kl kul 11.50. smpai2 kt kl sntral, call ami. OMG. rindu yg tramat amat sgt kt die. jumpe die. hurmm. *first impression : waa pakwe aku, da tough ekk. best la tgk. haha* kteorg mkn kat chicken rice shop kt kl sentral tu. pstu naek tksi straight pegi Hotel Quality. kteorg tdo kt ctue. grr. explanation here needed * kami tido bilek laen2 okayy. * silah tido ngan mama. heee. mandy2 sume, kua g Pavi. tmpt 1st date dlu kan! kte smbut anny kte rite! hihi. tgk wyg kt cnie, cite Twilight! bestt sangat! ngee. pstu g jln2 cari cake. nk bwk bilek mkn sme2. ngan air sparkling. wee. sweet lahh mse ni. xkn lupe stiap words u ckp mlm tu. suke sgt! n air sparkling tu sdp la. too bad u xbole mnum sgt. saket tkk kan. tenkiu sbb carry botol tu dari putrajaya. i appreciate it pa :)

7 dis 2009

hari kedue kat kl! pg tu mkn brekfes kat quality hotel. sdp gak la die pnye mknn. hee. pstu kteorg g mid valley, sje nk shopping2 kt ctue. naek ktm. first time g mid naek train. die pon sme, so blaja ahh. puseng2 cari. hehe. bli bju tige n die shopping gak! bli bju giordano. heee. best la shopping ngan busuk. haha. we had our lunch kt ctue, kat secret recipe. mkn chicken chop. yeahh! tengs sbb suapkn. hahah. weee. nk dpendek kn cte, kami pon balek laa. ptg dh kot mse tu. i totally have fun with u!

8 dis 2009

today hari last kat kl. sdey sgt rsenye nk tnggalkn die. tp xpe, kte still bole jmpe on 17 n 18 rite. hee. check out dlm kul 12 cmtu, pstu straight pegi kl sentral. naek teksi. smpai kat sne, jln2 ngan die jap. pegi cari plaster! i know i know. hahha. rindu lah! wee. pstu time nk balek tu, nanges gile2! sblum nk turun eskalator tu pon da nanges2. mama pon sdey gak nk tnggalkn ami. pkai ubat ape bang! ahahah. wek wek! bla bla bla. nk dpendekkn cte, da smpai ipoh. bnyk kali trtdo dlm train! letehh! hehe. i love you, is that okay? ;)

17 dis 2009

pg2 lg dh bgun. sbb ade bnyk plan kne wat. kalo x, mmg kantoi. sie2 je nnty. haha. awl2 kul 6.30 dh bgun. siap2 sume. contact fara n ina. suwoh dieowg get ready. then, mama anta g skola ngan fara. kteorg tnggu la ina. ina pkai bju sukan. lawak je ahh. haha. wek! dri pg dh gelot call taxi suwoh amek. tp beselah, pg2 mne ade company taxi yg bkk lg. pergh! lg la gelot. tiket train kul 9. call pnye call, ade la taxi dtg. mse tu dh kul 8.20. ckp kat pkcik tu, die pon ade la laju sket. SIKIT. haha. smpai stesyen ktm, tros masok train. n sharp kul 9, train jln. xbole tdo ohh kali ni. bdk due org je yg bole tdo. mne x nye! call ami xangkt2. tah ke mane la bdk ni. rsau nk maty. adk die angkt, adk die ckp, 'akak, abg dh pegi kl, die trtinggal henset die kat umah'. mse ni xtau nk ckp cmne. then text alip, die pon xrep, suddenly die call, alip ckp ami g bank, bkn g kl lg. fuhh! lege! smpai kuale kubu baru, ami call. ishh awak ni! wat suspenderr je ohh. haha. smpai kl sentral, trus slm sume2, pstu naek monorel g medan tuanku. smpai hotel selesa inn, die ckp bilek blum siap lg. kne tnggu smpai kul 2. aduyai! kne la tnggu, pstu kteorg g tune hotel, kot2 ade bilek, tp sume full. huu. kne la tnggu. kul 1 stengah cmtu da bole masok. alhamdulillah. heee. siap2 sume, dlm kul 3, gerak g putrajaya. naek train. wahh! mse ni best kan pa. smpai putrajaya, straight g alamanda. jmpe kwn2 die, n also bf fara. ahaha. kte lepak kat burger king pstu kte sume g karoke. bestt! tmpt fara n ikram first pgg tgn. hahahah! aduhh lawak la korang. ina nanges bile alip nyanyi. osh asek nk jerit jee kejenye. haha. ami, tengs sbb nynyikn untk silah. heee. pstu kteorg gerak g umah ami. fuhh! menggeletar nihh! naek bas. dlm prjalanan tu, ujan turon lbt gile! aduhh! smpai kat bus stop tu je, ami suroh lari. adeh! nseb baek kaki da elok. haha. lari dlm ujan! waaa. best gile lah! die laju je lari! smpai aty kan tnggal owg kt blakang. haha. tp best! moment tu best sgt. xbole lupe smpai ble2. hee. masok2 umah die, jmpe putri! aaaaaa! geram nye! comeyl gile! hihi. pstu lepak2 kt ruang tamu. mse tu bsh kuyop sume! silah, ina, fara, alip, ikram, ami. sume bsh! haha. pstu tgk bola. haha. malaysia mng! hahah. pstu mama n ayh die balek dri tmpt niage. aduyaii. dh la sjuk, lg ketaq di bwatnye. haha. tnggu mama sume, ayh die smbg2. stu family die silah da jmpe. nerves tauu u. haha. pstu mam ncik aym. sume lapa kan mse tu. sian ina, ina kn gastrik. hahaha. wek. sdp lah mama msk :P. pstu dlm kul 9 cmtu, ayh die anta kteorg kat putrajaya sentral. nk balek kl dh. kteorg pon rest2 la. zzzzzz :D

18 dis 2009

pg ni bgun awl gak! sbb nk g mam. hehe. kte bwekfes kat cafe hotel tu. fara xmo turun. die tdo lg. katenye ngantok sgt. alala. ke mimpi si ikram. ahahah. silah, ami n ina pon turon mam. we had fried rice for bwekfes. hee. bungkus kt fara. takot die lapa. mne bole bungkus rite. so pndai2 la cover bwk naek dlm bilik. haha. buli je fara ni. haha. pstu nk dpndekkn cte, kteorg kua g bb. g lot 10 mule2, tp bosan. xde pape pon kt ctue. haha. pstu straight pegi pavi. tmpt first date! best laa! hihi. jln2. pstu die blikn gelang katak. hehe. pstu silah blikn die dompet. pnye la ssh! pavi tu bese laa. sume mhl2. hee. last skaly bli kat extreme. hee. lawa kan? nk merah gak kan pa niy. xpe, as long u suke, i pon suke. wee. kteorg turon, g mam kat bwh tu. sdp gak kan nc die. pstu mam gule2 kps. ahh! suke nye! hihi. then its time nk balek, hurm. sdey gile. silah asek nanges jew. nseb baek ade org tmnkn. tengs sbb bg bahu u untk i. hehe. wek! ami, i will always love u. only u, i do :)
im missing u so so much. heee. dtg tau nnty! i tnggu.