Thursday, April 2, 2009

geram geram !

hyee hyee. lme gle dh xupdate blog. urm, actually mmg sgt sgt bz kat skola. bnyk sgt bnde kne wat. well, bese la, dlu 8 subjek jee. skang ni dah up sket. 9 subjek. ehh tak tak, ade lg stu tmbhn, ayh suroh amek jugakk tasawwur islam. kazen kate subjek tu okay la jgk. tp xtau la. hee. add math pun stgh maty nk lulus. hehe. aduhh! any idea cmne nk bg add math A1? ahha. dlu ade la org yg akn guide n share sme2, skang nih sume dh xde. abg, die mne tau spm skang ni, yela, 10 tahun yg lalu, mne la die nk ingt. mama n ayh plak lg laa. guide yg mne mmpu je. kazen pun skang dh wat A-level kat UITM shah alam. xdela sape lg nk smbg. dlu ade jgk org yg bleh share sme2. urm, ape bley wat. ckuplah stakat aku ingt kau dlm doa2 aku tiap2 hri. n ckup la stakat aku ckp aku syg kau dlm hati aku... hihi.

today mmg sgt pnt, n tringin sgt nk minum air soya! i really have no idea bout that. dri pagi kan fara? asek soya soya soya je. haha. wktu rht xsmpt nk beli. sbb wktu tu dh rmai gle. hmm, dlm hati, beli wktu balek jelaa. so kene la tahan kempunan aku ni kejap. haha. dah la td balek lmbt, ade AFS tu plak. rase2 tringin la plak nk pegi oversea untk pertukaran pljr. apply jela nnty. tgk dlu camne. :)

dlm kul 2 suku cmtuu, bru bley balek. tu pun xbleh balek umah, ade choralspeaking prkts plak. adehh, mmg pnt aw. sblum g prkts tu, aku pun pegila nk beli air SOYA td. haha. masok la KOOP dgn biseng nyee. soya soya je mulot aku nih. haha. lps tensyen2 study kt skola, dgn hrpn, ade la org yg akn bg mate die untk dilihat. huh? errrrr. i catch that syg n i miss that time so much! tp suddenly ade plak makhluk yg bername @&!#*^ nii menyebok plak dah. bkn ape, bkn nk kate bnci, yela, xbaek kan nk bnci2 org. tp aduh, xtau npe. my dear, i cant n i cant n this feeling is to deep for me tau x. knpe la ek. help me sumone. :p

mslhnye ko tau x manusie, aku xbleh tgk kau prangai trgedik2 cmtu ahh. tlg laa, xseda ke..ramai yg xsuke kau tau. im refering to this makcik yg mukenye brkarat. haha. maap ye kakk. aku n rmai laa yg xske kt kau. aku mls je nk elaborate. mama ckp, im better million times drpd die. ade bukti k, aku bkn blagak. witnesses? haha. seda la wehh! hrp gedik kau tu xkan dpt pnye org yg kau nk tu. aku tau taste die cmne. klo nk wt maen bley ar kak. hitam putih? itu SANGAT LA KONTRA la babe. haha. sorry to say all these k. heyy, dis is my blog, my open diary. who cares? any objection? sepak nakk? haha.

back to our story td. lps nmpk kan, ape lg, aku tros blah dri situ. xtau la somebody dga ke x ape yg aku ckp lps aku kuar tu. pduli ape. geram thp cipan dah wktu tu. ehem2, xmencarut pun k? grr. tros xjd beli air tu td. haha. aku straight away pegi kntin n dok sorang2 n MY TEARDROPS BEGIN TO FALL. abg adk akk, dun ask me why. its just did. n i cant help it. tp mse tu still la bley control, xde la nanges bagai nk rak. haha. then fara n ina came to me, n said, 'asilah, dh la tu k. kteorg phm ape yg clah rse. bia die trase sndri.' thnx u so much for calming me down.

n thats it. i just cant forget u n the only reason why is i just cant stop loving u. because u r the only one that can make me real. and loving u is the way i suppose to be.

i just cant change it, honey.

akhirnye, aku dpt jugak minum soya tu. haha.

the end :D

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